Stop.Turn.Walk

Saturday, August 29, 2009

The right choice

Just got home from supper, laning, chatting, complaining n basically
making a hell lot of noise with derrick, qianjin, llamma, hanyang n
wenjun..had ont of my most fun nights ever :)

and finally got to sit in derrick's porsche suv..which totally doesn't
look like a porsche at all!

alright..half n hr of sleep.. den back up for a full Saturday ahead!

Friday, August 21, 2009

A little good old chilling out

Am with dewen junyao and jesline at orchard central..they are studying for their exams tml while im slacking away and enjoying a little break from the hectic week that ive had so far..

combined service's tml and that's when we can finally act..i really like working with this current team..ive never really talked to them before this drama but, we've had loads of fun and laughter while rehearsing..and this time, i can really see every single person putting in A HELL load of effort to bring out their individual characters..everyone's been pretty tired out, but, serving God is all just so worth it..

just had this random thought yesterday - if we truly want to grow us, then we shouldnt shut out any opportunities in which god can use to mould us.

like, lets say you dun go to work, stay at home the whole day, want to only hang out with church ppl, dun read secular articles or watch any secular movies but only spiritual ones..den, its like shutting out all avenues for god to grow you!

for example: you only grow in patience when you are thrown into situations that test ur patience - like when your client at work gives you some shitty piece of work to do and you have to keep repeating why its not going to work..

if you just stick around church ppl in order to be 'safe', den i guess you'll forever be stuck in wherever you are now..haha..

god didnt tell us to stay away from the world..he wants us to be in the world to influence the world but not be part of it..

Nice Song, Nice Boys =D

I love this song!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

So Funny!

I love the Mouthband! HAHAHA.



And issit me, but I really feel that our Youth production team is getting so much better! Look at this intro!



I feel proud of you guys!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Sorry Sorry

My current laugh of the moment.

Booked and Paid

Settled my air tickets for missions trip to KK next month! 

Can't wait! 


Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Early in the morning

The glory of Your majesty is the mercy in Your eyes.

Beautiful lyrics :)

Monday, August 17, 2009

How does Jesus do it?

Just heard some very irritating news that suggested that I did certain things which I did not do!

Come on I know I'm not a saint n totally blameless, but I'm not striving to be the devil's advocate either.

How do u handle ppl who hurt you, twist your words and subtlely malign you of things u didn't do?

Well, Jesus showed a classic example by swallowing everything that the Phariasees accused him of without retorting back, even though Jesus is like the most credible man in the entire world.

I guess he knew that God sees everything and controls everything. His security was in God and he lived to please God and no other.

I know how sinful I am, I'm not trying to push the blame away. It's just painful and disturbing when ppl whom u tot were close does such stuff to u.

But I must and I shall learn from Jesus. I must learn to respond biblically.

Focus on growing yourself Jinqi! Let and trust God to handle those whom you care about!

Learning and learning

Proverbs 12:12-13

You did it in secret, but I will do this thing in broad daylight before all Israel.' "

Then David said to Nathan, "I have sinned against the LORD." Nathan replied, "The LORD has taken away your sin. You are not going to die.

I need to learn the heart and attitude of King David

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Hearts!

Finally got my new Man U jersey! this time without my name at the back
haha..thank you!

Friday, August 14, 2009

I am a sucker for such quotes

You don't only belong to yourself.

There's not a single person in this world who only belongs to themselves.

Everybody,
relates to others and shares something with them.

That's why we can't be free of others.

That's what makes us feel joy and sadness.

And love.

Cuteness!

Came across these while surfing the web..so cute right!!! sooooooo cute!!






These are called Momongos, also known as Japanese Dwarf Flying Squirrels! How cool, they are small, cute and can fly!! So cute! Look at them all standing in a line, cuteness overload!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Memories

A friend told me this once:

You've had great memories here, now it's time for you to gather
greater memories.

Three years later, memories of the past seemed happier, but they wun
stop me from seeking greater memories.

I believe they are out there, somewhere.

Wardrobe Cleaning Time

Sisters in Christ, you really have no concept of the struggles that guys face on a daily basis. Please, please, please take a higher standard in the ways you dress. True, we men are responsible for our thoughts and actions before the Lord, but it is such a blessing when we know that we can spend time with our sisters in Christ, enjoying their fellowship without having to constantly be on guard against ungodly thoughts brought about by the inappropriate ways they sometimes dress. In 1 Corinthians 12 the apostle Paul presents believers as the members of one body - we have to work together. Every Christian has a special role to play in the body of Christ. That goal is to bring glory to the Savior through an obedient, unified body of believers - please don't hurt that unity by dressing in ways that may tempt your brothers in Christ to stumble.


Sisters in Christ, we men in society have miserably failed at appreciating true womanhood. On behalf of every man out there who has painted a distorted picture in your life of what a real woman is, especially along the lines of modesty, I apologize deeply. There are many Godly men out there, as I'm sure this survey will prove, that are dying to give you their utmost respect when you choose to follow God's leading in this area of modesty in your life. We back you up all the way and want to do anything we can to help you. And we ask that you do all you can to help us as we struggle through this world of sin together.




I think attractiveness has very little to do with the body. It's in the way someone talks, the way they laugh, the way they smile, and the way they interact with others. Immodesty seems to be much more about the body and about revealing it, but not about the person within.



I'm gonna start cleaning out my wardrobe

Sick

Falling sick is a horrible feeling :S

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Random Musings

Am on the way to see a doctor and then home to sleep..the constant churnings in my tummy and the unrelenting bouts of nausea are too much for me to bear..

Had a lunchtime talk with bestie today, and I'm reminded of my passions and desires for God..I used to just call bestie 'bestie' out of habit, but our God has really groomed our friendship and I'm touched by how much she stood by me through one of the shittest periods of my life..sometimes I find myself so irritating to keep mopping around the same problem, but I think I tire myself out more than she got tired of me :) Not only that, she nudged my focus to other things like seeking out my passion for God, and to act upon dreams which I had left untouched because of sheer laziness.

Maybe I wouldn't be planning to fly to Sydney next year if it wasn't for the constant encouragement and talks from her haha. Bestie's not perfect, and I've come across people who have told me some not very nice things but, I'm not perfect either..I've seen her in her realness, and she has seen me in my utter brokeness, I guess when two imperfect people come together with God in the center, something perfectly beautiful stems out from the imperfectness haha.

So thank you bestie :) You've been a real blessing.

Coming to think of it, my pathway to God is really Relational..and I think God found out about that part earlier than I did..because He has so lovingly surrond me with wonderful people whom truly cares about me.

Jas is probably one of the greatest gifts and best-est people that God has ever allowed me to meet..she really can withstand my whinings, mopings and the most fan jian side of me ever..how can she do that, I really have no idea..

And then there's Key, whose scoldings are essential to my spiritual maturity..well, you could include Gerald into this category soon..he's becoming naggy haha.

Dewen and Junyao not only supply constant laughter to my life, but have been so important in nudging me back to God without ever forcing me to tell them the whole story..

llamma grew up with me, seeing almost every side of me and always cheering me on..the dwcg has taught me that unity can be found in diversity..

Wj and Adel are blessings, and so are The Jackies.

Germs is, well, lets just say Germs is an unplanned friendship :)

So many more people - Elise, Wyn, Xiang, Winnie, Angela, Pris, Tamar etc etc etc.

Counting my blessings, boy, I've a hell lot of them haha. God, you've loved me too much, not that I'm complaining!

I thought I had lost something important, but in the end, it seems like I have gained much more :)

Gross!

At the request of jx who wants to see how gross my wound is..

it looks worse than how it really is.

Wheee!!

Back in Singapore yes!

Another show I MUST watch..



And I haven watched Public Enemies lor! At this rate, I'm going to watch it alone!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Going home to normal life

Am at HK International Airport with Adel now, waiting to board the plane.

HK was good, in a sense that it allowed me to get away from Singapore, work, troubles and unwanted thoughts for awhile.

God was good! It didn't rain the first 4 days here though the weather forecast said it would rain..and though it rained today, it only poured when we were NOT doing our last min shopping :) God really loves us so much!

Wenjun was super boliao this morning..he called me and I thought wat urgent thing he wanted..turns out he just shouted "haha haha waste your money! waste your money!" I have idiotic but wonderful friends haha :)

Back to our normal lives soon..a bittersweet feeling.

Saturday, August 08, 2009

Missing me?

here's a pic of me in Hong Kong in case u guys miss me.

this is my friend's hotel, preety nice right?

Thursday, August 06, 2009

:)

Talking to a friend. Feeling happy :)

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Forgive me Father, for I have sinned

I just had a conversation with one of my friends, who was having trouble in her friendship with her other friend..lets call my friend PW and her friend GF.

Well, through the course of their friendship, GF has a tendency to put PW down, making PW feel like she's the most incorrigible, unspiritual, insipid, useless and hopeless person on the face of this Earth. And PW hated the way GF made her feel.

PW tried hard to understand GF, tried hard to accomodate GF..but every single time GF puts her down again, PW felt her identity as a friend and her self-worth as a Christian being beaten down bit by bit..PW was terribley bruised by GF, yet she still hung on..

Until one day, GF finally broke PW's limit, GF finally crossed the line..and PW was consumed by anger, and one so strong that PW herself was afraid of it..PW hated GF, but she knew it was wrong to hate a fellow child of God..but she didnt know what to do..and together while we prayed, we came to these two passages:

1) An eye for an eye - Matthew 5:38-42
2) Love for enemies - Matthew 5:43-48

God is amazing..a thousand advices and a million words from friends may lift one's spirit up momentararily, but a precious word from God can heal the spirit forever..and when we needed God the most, he directed us to the correct passage.

Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends his rain on the righteous and the unrighteous...Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.
- Matthew 5:44, 48

And we both agreed, we shall Pray Like Never Before for GF..and hopefully, prayerfully, one day, GF will grow up to be strong, biblical, God-loving and God-fearing child of God..and may God break all strongholds, all pride, all our defenses and strip us pure and naked so we can receive the fullness of his blessings.

Because God hears and answers prayers.

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

I do like it actually

I used to not like this song as it brought back unpleasant memories. But now, after realising what a retard I was to have believed in lies, I really appreciate it :)

Jay Chou's a genius with songs..the melody and lyrics are nice! I should give him some credit for another job well done haha.

To Ancient Times and Distant Music

Friends are gifts from God, and I've been a very lucky little gurl. How come God would love me so much, as to shower me with so many gifts in my mere 23 years of life?

It's been almost 4 years and counting, and we are still going strong in meeting up :) (Though some couldnt make it this time) I would say it again - when we are together, the world could end, and I wouldn't even care.

But of course, the world should not end before we all serve our purpose and bring as many people to Christ as possible..maybe that's the key to our frenship, we are always God-centered first, others-centered second, and self-centered third.

When everyone in the group strives to give, everyone will naturally receive.


The group - the identities :)

The Father - The guy who first showed us that unity was key (pun not intended), and set an example by always giving. Basically the guy who threw all of us together and demanded taught us to be united. The one who taught me to walk in the path of God, and the one who endured my nonsense.

The Firm One - Who taught me how to say No to things or people who hinder my walk with God. She who showed me that if the bible says so, I will do it. And now, my fellow confidante and servant in Adults.


The Childhood Friend - Who went through growing up as a biblical man and woman of God together. Who saw the many sides of me, and the one who never failed to encourage and pray for me when he finds out I'm down.


The Committed One - Who stuck with me through my initial rough stages of being a shepherd and leader. Who saw my insecurities and was my unfailing armour bearer turned close friend. She who stuck to God when everyone else left, because she knew God is the only way.


The God Pleaser - Never afraid to confront principalities and people, never tired from constantly casting his vision. Only living to please God and not men. Who showed that one man with a vision and a heart to please God, can create miracles.


The Willing and Obedient One - Who best exemplifies that God blesses the obedient and the willing. A strong woman of God who taught me the importance of obedience, a valuable lesson that has changed my life.


The Radical Dreamist - Who taught me not just to dream, but to dream big. Who showed me what it was like to run after God, and taught me what passion really means. Surprisingly, one who showed me how to be a true friend.


The Accepting and Patient One - Who went through similar experiences like me but seldom complaining as much as I do. Who showed me that what matters most is that we are serving God, where we serve God doesn't matter as much.


The Steady Wise Thinker - He who gives his best in his own quiet way, never vying to be seen or to be heard. The backbone of our group, the quiet and wise mediator of our bickers. Who taught me the importance of being still and listening to God.


Our most recent pic together :) May there be many more to come.

What did sinful, lousy me do to deserve such wonderful gifts? So I say again, Thank You Lord. You have loved me greatly.

Monday, August 03, 2009

God Answers Prayers - Make No Mistake About That

This is going to sound a bit crappy to all you readers who don't believe me, but I truly believe this from the bottom of my heart.

Time and again, God has been answering my prayers unceasingly. And I know the extent of His love for me, when He answers my prayers to the most insignificant, unbelievable and some people might even think, most nonsensical prayers of mine. Years ago, when my relationship with God was just starting out, I prayed a little prayer for my most beloved artiste of all time - Vanness Wu.

Everyone thought I was crazy, but I still continued to pray that someday, somehow, someway, Vanness will come to know more about God, and come to be a committed, God fearing and God loving christian.

And now he is :)

Long way to go to being that strong, biblical man of God, but I will continue praying.

God answers prayers. It's just a matter of when.

Stuff on my dream husband

Vanness Wu: Christian First, entertainment Second

Even today, fans still adore him for his 2001 turn as Mei Zuo in Taiwanese serial Meteor Garden (I and II). The four leads from the show, known in the original comic book as F4, became the hot Taiwanese boy band that took Asia by storm.

Wu is also an accomplished movie actor — he was nominated for Best New Artist for his first film role as Bond Cheung in Star Runner. He’s been in a number of high-profile martial arts action movies including Kung Fu Master and Three Kingdoms: Resurrection of the Dragon. Most recently, he starred in Kung Fu Chef, an action comedy with Samo Hung.

“Samo always has the best food on the set,” says Wu, in an interview with City News.

In Singapore for a holiday recently, Wu found himself inundated with requests for press interviews, including this one with City News.

“I asked God, ‘What am I doing in Singapore?!’ Then I started meeting people who are Christian as well. I prayed for someone this morning at a TV interview. And I had a great revelation this morning about where my Christian walk is headed — I can’t wait to get my spiritual muscles even stronger this year.”

To listen to Wu talk passionately about God, it’s hard to imagine the 31-year-old who has long been loved for his pretty boy face and chiseled body has been anything other than the radical Christian he has become.

But “it wasn’t till beginning of last year that I decided to give everything to God. You just gotta give Him that little bit of faith you got, and He will turn it into a superhero faith,” says Wu.

“But you gotta take that first step – once I took that first step, it all came. I saw miracles – small miracles everywhere, things that make me tear.

“I can’t stop talking about God.”

Wu was born in 1978 in Los Angeles, California, the youngest of three children. His parents divorced when he was very young, and Wu spent his days between Taipei and LA. As a teenager he learned to breakdance, and competed in numerous dance competitions. In 2001 he left LA for Taipei, where he was to get his big break in Meteor Garden.

“God was introduced to me when I came to Taiwan. Before that I was actually Buddhist – I did the whole praying beads thing. But God came and just zapped me. But at that time, the enemy literally came and took me away again, and took me on this whole rollercoaster ride for the next seven years.”

In a recent interview with The New Paper, Wu admitted that the thing that stood between him and God was sex. It wasn’t until he made up his mind to give that part of himself to the Lord that his life was changed.

“It wasn’t easy. I’ve been through this whole rollercoaster of entertainment BS. The dark side is pretty dark. I don’t want to be a part of that anymore.

“I’m sure [the people] who have supported me for so long, knew where I was at a certain stage in my life. It’s no lie – God is real, God is good. My life has flipped 180 degrees because of God.”

Wu shares that he prays daily, and he is passionate about prayer.

“I am Christian first before I am an entertainer. All this entertainment stuff might be gone tomorrow, I don’t even know, but God’s always going to be there. No matter how busy my day is, I have to make time for prayer. It’s when you say ‘I don’t have time to pray’ — that’s when the enemy’s going to come at you and you need to be on guard.

“I pray every morning for 40 minutes, on a good day, an hour. Even then I feel like that’s not enough time, I need more. It’s good to be greedy with God,” he laughs.

“My pastor Jaeson Ma, he said, ‘Ya gotta do it man, you make sure you go to bed early and you get up the next morning and you pray, and you get God in, and you get the Spirit in!’

“When he told me he prays for 4 hours every day, I said, ‘I’m gonna try’.

“So I prayed for one hour. And the whole day just became so clear. Everything was brighter, everything was just good. Sometimes things are bad, you get attacked, but God would never put anything in front of you that you can’t handle with Him. So you just gotta have that faith, and just make time for prayer.

“Even if you don’t have time in the morning, pray at night. If you don’t have time at night, pray in the day, five minutes here and there. If you pray in tongues, pray in tongues about everything! Just make sure you’re covered in prayer.”

Being an entertainer in the world opens one up to many temptations, something Wu is more than conscious of. “I need things to constantly remind myself of God – because it’s so easy to just turn, to just flip without even knowing it. So you have to be very careful. As sure of yourself that you’re being righteous with God, you might be being self-righteous and not know. I try to no matter what, stay grounded, keep focused, it’s God, God, God. Everything is Him. Once I have established that fact, everything comes easily.”

Wu has a new jewelry line, 3VOL (“If you turn it upside down, it’s ‘LOVE’”).

Among his designs are funky crosses, Bible verses, even a chastity belt ring!

“All the jewelry I have reminds me of God. I have this bracelet that has 1 Corinthians 13 engraved on it.”

He shows the City News crew a colorful handmade bracelet on his wrist. “My niece made this bracelet for me, it says ‘MOGLOM’: ‘More of God, Less of Me’.” It’s a mantra that has appeared on Wu’s blog, www.alivenotdead.com/vannesswu

“All these things, God will just show it to you. And you think ‘Oh, that’s kinda cool’, and you just write it out.

“Everything I get, it’s from God.”

Thank you Lord :)

Sunday, August 02, 2009

The 2nd part of the sentence.

God deserves a better me.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

Chance given, not taken

Enough. No more chances.