Stop.Turn.Walk

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Murphy's Law..Not.

I find it rather amusing, that at certain low points in life, when I really want to find some happy close and nice christian friends to give me a spiritual boost, none seem to be available.

And then there are those friends from out of the church..those who don't really know God and are leading their happy own lives. They suddenly all appear and show so much concern.

It's like a spiritual Murphy's Law, one played by the devil. It is so true isn't it? The devil is relentless in spotting opportunities of our innermost need. Such that when our needs are not fulfilled, he chance upon them and send a lot of other things to satisfy us. And in the end, we think, gosh, what the heck is the church doing? Why am I in church if these people don't seem to give a hoot about my life, my sorrows, my depression, my fears, my needs?

This life is a war. These thoughts are the attacks. The mind is the battlefield. And I will give more credit to myself, to my friends, and to God, than to doubt their love for me.


Monday, August 29, 2011

When God says no

Just a few months back, I prayed fervently for something, or for someone.

And it turns out that God denied my request.

I'm glad He said no, for now I know my heart isn't dead. And how
feelings are that important to me.

Perhaps God decided to be even nicer to me. I really hope so!

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Sweet thoughts?

It's a day to recuperate from the adrenaline rush of last night. And a
day to celebrate mother's birthday.

Full and satsified..laying on Aunt's bed. I fell asleep thinking of
pink weavers, and I thought of pink weavers again when I awoke.

Sweet.