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Sunday, July 31, 2005

you tink you know it all

you cant serve 2 masters at the same time..you can only choose one..y is money so impt to you?!..of course i ll pay you back..this relationship is more impt to mi than tt piece of paper!!..dun you understand!?..

why do i try so hard for?!..y do i try to tok to you guys?..to make time for you guys?..you make mi sound like i dun understand..like im the only person tt goes ard hurting all of you..do you know how much you guys haf hurt mi?!..all the time?!..why the hell do i try to spend time with you?!..y do you tink i even i want to try communicating with you?!..i dun need to give a shit!!..

i care cos god told mi too..i talk to you cos god says so..how many times haf you hurt mi with ur words and i keep it all to myself?..and you?..you juz let out all ur inner feelings, trying to make mi understand..i do understand!!!..i fricking do understand..

you say tt once words and actions are said or done, they cant be retracked..use ur own advice on urself!!..every single time i tok to you, you hurt mi with your words..and i keep them to myself..i dun say anything..cos i respect you..

you say tt i haf changed..yes i agree..in the past i wouldnt haf given a care to you guys..its juz mi myself and i..i changed to include you ppl into my life..if i hadnt changed..maybe we wouldnt even be having this argument at all..cos i would haf juz didnt care..

you tink you know it all..but you dun..

my holiday week

finally coming to blog..had my exam yesterday..guess wat..i went to the wrong venue for my exam..supposed to be at eunos but went to dhoby ghaut instead..took a cab to eunos and wasted 7.20..reached half an hr late but was thankful they still let mi do the paper..all tt i studied(the optional questions) didnt came out..if i manage to score in this..den its really all god's doing..not mine..

had service today..was feeling happy cos my exam is over and my holiday week is coming up!!..maybe the class ll be having a chalet over at some hotel or sumthing..yeah..they were discussing bout getting a hotel suite and we can all go there and slack away..anyways..guess wat we sang during svs?!..everything's changed!!..last wk i kept saying..god pls let us sing everything's changed during svs..pls pls pls!..and we really did!!..how cool is tt?!..

there's a heavy feeling in my heart rite now..gonna tok to god soon..is it juz mi?..am i too extreme?..yeah..hafta tok to god real soon..

went out with lily baoyue and eileen today..chilled out at heeren's nydc and had parmesan pasta..super!!..den went tcc and ate their brownies with ice-cream..not really nice..and the mud-pie wasnt tt great as we tot too..dun go there..

on the way out of tcc..saw an accident between 2 cars..shall blog bout tt in the nxt post..gotta tok to god now..nitez..

Thursday, July 28, 2005

finished

i finished my assignment!!..yeah!!..finally..thank god thank god thank god..mi learnt my lesson..will not keep assignments till the last min le..its really stressing and tiring when you got only one week to write a 2500 words essay and prepare for exams at the same time..

tot of opening another blog yest to write out all my rantings there..a private blog that shows the other side of mi..cos some of my thoughts aint really good to show ppl out there..its stumbling..but decided against it..i dun wana be two-faced..im juz a human being..i haf my own down moments..and i shall write it here..cos its mi being mi..tts wat a blog is for isnt it?..

wondering whether i shld take a break before mugging again..

*im beginning to treat you differently*

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

a day

it is not everyday that you find out that one of ur frens actually went for a sex change operation..no names may..

failing

at first i tried but soon i failed
i picked myself up to try again
started out preety well but soon tripped up
got a little peeved and fumed for a bit
gathered my perseverance and all my wit
hoping tt once and for all i can suceed
stepped on a bomb, no not again!!
fine i give up, goodbye my fren
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damn minesweeper is such a tough game!!..oh well back to mugging..

taking a break

i juz realised that i haf bout 15 pieces of clothing which i bought but haf not worn before..or maybe i juz worn them like twice?..some of them still haf the price tags on them..most of them were bought on impulse..they are either too damn hot to wear in singapore or juz too..hmmm..lets juz say not decent..haha..this is juz a random check..i haven counted the ones that i donated to the tsunami victims or the ones at the back of my wardrobe..gosh i m such a spendthrift!!..i still want my new shoes from exodus..sighs..plus i need more clothing..normal wear clothing..i need to clear my wardrobe sumtime soon..

checking out my wisdom teeth now..was juz discussing the issue bout wisdom tooth with derrick and ben wai on sat..found out tt ben wai has abnormal growing wisdom teeth!!..yucks..was juz wondering..y r they called wisdom teeth in the first place?..do they really give you wisdom?..y do they grow in such a way as to bring abt pain to their owners?..so if you take out ur wisdom tooth does tt mean you are less wise than another who still haf his wisdom tooth?..or maybe its juz a sacarstic term used to name them..'wisdom tooth' cos they are so 'wise' to grow in such an irritating place..giving so much pain to ppl..but everything in the body has a function..so wat function does the wisdom tooth plays?..

back to my assignment..pray that i can finish it by tonight..which is highly impossible..sighs..

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

its tuesday

decide to blog before i start my mugging..went kap to stardi again..was studying bout the internet and cable tv today and all that went thru my mind was..huh?..i dun understand!!..

y do i haf to study how the internet was formed?..wats the diff between intranet and internet?..y muz i learn bout the components of cable TV?..wats a optical fiber cable?!..wats broadband and narrowband?..gosh i haf to memorize the background of the TV and radio!!..theres still so much left to be done..

well at least now i know wats a LAN..and y there are things called LAN shops..guess this kinda stuff only appeals to guys..i mean..if the internet works and i can go MSN or blog or email..tts fine by mi..im soo not interested in how a internet is formed or how it works..nah no interest at all..if i somehow manage to get an A or B in this module..its all god's doing..nothing of it is mine..seriously nothing..

went home and the 1st thing i wanted to do was log in to msn..and den..it suddenly struck mi..gurl you are fasting from the msn!!..great i forgot again..back to my boring assignment..

was toking to xiang baby and xinyi bout the end times today..so scary..we were freaking ourselves out but..all that is gonna come true sometime in the future..guess its good to discuss bout the end times occasionally..gives you a little reality check and makes you convicted to put ur all into god's kingdom..i dun want my chocolate factory to become a kit-kat..no way..

looking forward to cg tml!!..time to get together with the gurls again..its gonna be fun fun fun!!..a short relief from my muggers lifestyle..haha..

you know wat is cool?..its cool when you realise that the senior pastor of ur church has a blog!!..hahha..go pastor ben!!..ur blog is as chim as you are!!..heh..

*its getting better..im not tinking of you so much any longer*


this is a picture of my group in my class..drawn by our da jie alyssa..hahha..tinking of printing it onto a mug..tt ll be damn cool..

Monday, July 25, 2005

thinkings

yes i know i shld be studying..but pardon mi for a while!!..a wonderful tot juz popped into my head and i haf to blog it down in case i forget it..

was juz tinking of all the ppl in church..den was tinking of studying today at kap..den suddenly remembered yun kai..and den remembered his brother ethan..who is also in church..den tot of bian bian..and inevitably tot of his brother brandon..den xiao mao and his brother tom crept into my mind..so did shuzhen and her sis..not forgetting ziying and zihui..and also jo and her brother jovin..ting ting and aaron too..who else?..ah shirley and livi..

one word to describe this..'wow'!!..yes wow..when will my brother get to know god?..im so looking forward to tt day when he comes to hope..and i can proudly introduce my irritating moronic little brother to everyone there..

nothing beats having ur own blood family members serving together with you in god's kingdom..when is it my turn?..

determination?

juz came back from studying at kap with xinyi..saw loads of ppl there today..esp the central 2 ppl..haha..xiao mao qian jin and david hoe came to study as well..was getting real stressed up over this module..theres soo much memorizing to be done..and still got a lot that i dun really understand..sighs..shld haf paid attention in class instead of falling asleep..

i need to get at least B for this module if i want to even dream of taking my honours in mass com..plus i also wana glorify god with my studies..so..guess it aint tt bad cos i got god with mi in this..he's my kao shan so wat else can i fear?..hahah..

was quite sad bout not reaching cg goal on sat..nvm gurls we haf till the end of august..gotta trust him in this..it seems impossible to mi!!..but god makes the impossible possible..haha..amen!!..

first day on msn fast..this sucks..keep wanting to go online to chat with ppl..well..its good that i haf more time on my hands to do my stupid project..and i dun get so caught up in chatting that i forget everything else..plus i haf to call ppl on the fone now so guess that bridges gaps..

wen jun made my day yest by sending mi this cuuuttteee pic of a chipmunk!!..remember chip and dale from disney?..they are so adorable!!..this chipmunk is too!!..gosh do they haf chipmunks in singapore?..i wana get one!!..it looks like its praying too!!..hahah..wen jun said is to pray tt he can finish his assignment..pray that i finish mine too..



oh btw i found my earrings..it magically appeared on my table..hahah..my maid muz haf found it..thank god for my maid..she somehow always manages to retrieve all the things that i lose ard the hse..she rox!!..

Sunday, July 24, 2005

spastic story

okok to all the ppl who haf waited for sooo long for my spastic story..here it is!!..the ppl involved includes mi xinyi and puay lin..enjoy..

well anyways..tt day i was supposed to go to nexus for full dress rehearsal but i still had a lot of time before tt..so decided to go to ps burger king to slack a while..



walking into burger king with the bag tt shuyi gave mi..hhah..wanted to go to the secluded corner so tt i can slack without the staff chasing mi out..suddenly..



mi: hey y are you guys here?!..



puay and xinyi: heyz!!..you are here too!?..oh my goodness!!..wats happening to ps burger king?..its starting to become like kap!!..(ok this is an inside joke)..

ok apparantly the both of them went there to study..and i happened to bump into them..well..only xinyi was studying..puay was doing some doodling on her postcard..hahah..anyways..was starting to get really bored when my fone rang..



tinking..hmmm who can it be?..maybe its germaine calling mi to command mi to do a good job for image..



star models?(yes my fone has a gary sticker on it and im not childish)..oh isnt tt the famous modelling agency that takes care of supermodels such as naomi campbell?..oh my goodness dun tell mi i got thru the audition?!..



mi:gosh star models is calling mi!!..oh goodness okok..let it ring more than..dun sound so desperate..



mi:hello?..yes priscilla here..(my baptism name is priscilla)..uh-huh..yeah..this sat?..audition for SK jewellery?..let mi check my schedule..yes i am free..ok see you den thank you!!..



yes i got thru!!..they want mi to go down for the 2nd audition!!..im so happy!!..they muz be overwhelmed by my beauty!!..and den..puay's fone rang..



star models?!..she too!?..



puay:hello..yes speaking..yes..this sat?..audition for SK jewellery?..sure no problem..thank you!



yes they called mi too!!..hahah..jinqi you are not the only one who got in!!..i didnt know you went for the audition too!!..you saw it in the newspapers rite!?..cool we can go together!!..the both of us rox!!



so here we are..the two good-looking models who got into star models first audition for SK jewellery..yes we are sooo happy!!..maybe this is like the breakthru of our careers and we can finally end up being the tai tais that we want to be!!..(tinking of the times when we would play mahjong together with our husbands running ard doing errands for us)..

well..we couldnt go without some preparation rite?..so mi and puay decided that we shld practise first so as to boost our chances of being picked to model the jewels..here are some practice shots we took..





and for the finale..



we were trying to seduce the camera but yes..we failed miserably..anyways..we dun really care cos we are secure of ourselves in god..but for xinyi..it was a different case..



xinyi:the both of you are sooo disgusting!!..can you guys act normally?..yes i know the both of you are pretty budden still..pls exercise some self-control ok?..(xinyi is juz jealous tt star models didnt call her..she went for the audition on the sly too)

however..we didnt really care..and continued with our practice shots..





but as i tot abt it longer..it started to get a bit fishy..hmmm..star models?..calling us?..hmmm..lemme check the again..



inventory..call register..missed calls..details..hmmm..



90402254?..tt number looks sooo familiar!!..where haf i seen it before?..i cant really remember..



OHHH!!..i know where now!!..isnt tt..xinyi's number?!?!..



yes it is!!..its xinyi's number!!..look at her sheepish look on her face!!..she bluffed us and pulled a prank on us!!..oh xinyi wat a good fren you are ah!!..giving us high hopes!!..

xinyi:hahah..you caught mi!!..no la..i didnt meant it one la..-tinking-..haha..blur ppl!!..tink so easy get past the audition one meh?..if anyone can get in it shld be mi already lor..where got chance for the both of you?..




puay:wat the..xinyi you are so bad la!!..still made mi practise all my poses somemore..tink i so free ah?..chey..gonna get back to my studying..



ok actually puay is quite sad bout it..see..she looks so dejected now..she refuses to pose for anymore pictures after finding out this saddening news..xinyi this is all ur fault!!..how can you be so cruel?!..bad xinyi!!..



xinyi:-evil laughter-hahah..


so you see..xinyi isnt tt innocent as she looks like..she's evil!!..we saw thru ur facade gurl!!..

lesson learnt: dun trust ppl who looks innocent..still waters run deep..they are actually the most dangerous ppl ard..
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ok we were bored..i was waiting for full dress rehearsal to start while puay was waiting for her cg to arrive..xinyi was there to purely study..everyone was staring at us like we were some crazy ppl..but of course..we werent pai seh..being in church trains you to not be pai seh in public..i mean..if you can go to a busy mrt station and sing twinkle twinkle little star down the whole station with everyone staring at you, you can do almost anything else..(yes tt was a game tt we played before)..and if you can go up to an absolute stranger and make frens with him/her and den bring them to church..wat else cant you do?!..



-smiles-

i love my church..i love my brothers and sisters..i love the games that we played..i love how we can all be ourselves and are accepted juz the way we are..the way god created us to be..thanks to all who were always by my side when i needed you..see you guys in heaven..

announcement:xinyi is not tt bad as i made her sound to be..heh..she's actually one of my dearest sister who is god's blessing to mi..she's also my ex-shepherd who 'encouraged' mi to backslide from god again..hahha..but tts another story for another day..without ur constant nagging..i ll nvr be where i am today..i ll most prob still be slacking my life away at home in my own little world..you nvr gave up on mi in any circumstances and im soo thankful for tt..hahah..love you gurl..

adults aint so smart

i juz woke up to a bad start this morning..cos you see..my condo has this stupid fire drill this exercise while my father is part of the condo committee..so that means wat?..tt means he is involved in this fire drill and he dragged mi and my brother into it!!..

ok nvm..trying to be a good daugther to my family..i decided that i shld participate in it..i dunno y my condo is so wu liao to come up with this sort of thing..and den..i slept at like 2 am yesterday..and wat time is it now?..8.40 am..so tt means ard 6 hrs of slp..im so dying rite now!!..no choice..drag myself outta bed..

so while i was stretching myself i let out a groan,"wah so sian"..of course wat!!..so tired den haf to go for fire drill!!..den my mother heard it and she said, "yeah doing anything with ur family is always so sian"..in the most sarcastic tone she can..

HUH!?!?..i got say anything meh!?..if i hate doing stuff with them i wouldnt haf participated in the first place rite?..wat you expect mi to say?.."wah got fire drill!!..i love them?!..waking up so early is the most exciting thing i ever done?"..

you tink wat?!..tt i love going out late and dun wana spend time with you all meh?..sorry la these few days i go out early come back late..cos fri had rapture so was home ard 12am, den yest had ess so had to go outta hse at 8am to do image den at night got clm so reached hse at 1020..you tink i not tired ah?..i wasnt doing useless stuff can!!..i rushed home cos was afraid that you wouldnt like it..cos i wanted to be a good daughter..cos i care bout you guys..den always give mi this kind of shit!!..like im the most useless unfillial daughter on the face of the earth..

can you tink before you speak first?!..i haf no feelings ah?..adults always tink tt they are right while the kids are wrong..damn so pissed rite now!!

Saturday, July 23, 2005

dance

juz went to see sam's concert..it was super cool..did sumthing stupid..forgot to bring my tix..sorry kelvin!..had dinner at newton..dinner = lala+gong gong+hokkien mee..am satisfied..tml ll be another satisfying day..

Friday, July 22, 2005

earrings

i lost my favourite favourite earring!!..am sad sad sad now!!..its the earring that my fav guitarist hideto matsumoto has!!..its a hoop with a skull dangling from it..those of you who knows mi well shld haf seen it before..i never take it out from my ear!!..but today the earring unhooked when i was bathing and i forgot to hook it back..so the skull dropped out!!..im so depressed..

heres a picture of wat hide looks like..and the earring on his left ear..sighs..those of you who sees it buy for mi can?..i love it so much..shall look for a pic of the earring soon so you guys ll know wat it looks like..i bought it from aye workshop at far east..dunno whether they still haf..



this is a pic of the guitar that i wanted..its also hide's guitar..he designed it himself..saw it at yamaha at ps the other day..2000 over bucks!!..but its gorgeous..


sighs..i like my earring..

meisa's day

*yawns*..really tired today..meisa came back to singapore!!..gosh gurl i miss you soo much!!..went to take silly neoprints together..we spent 20 bucks on neoprints alone!!..we're mad i tell ya!!..been so long since i met up with you guys!!..hahha..we shld put more effort into meeting up you know..ok maybeline the secretary..i entrust you with this job of setting up times to meet..hahah..pressure pressure!!..anyways..i miss the times in pj where we always slack together!!!!..and where we always try all means and ways to pon pe!!..ahhaha..so stupid!!..

went to see full dress rehearsal today..matmat is super farni!!..ahhaha..you guys shld see him on sat..you ll laugh ur head off!..oh and he forced mi to say tt he was handsome!!..alrite..here goes..matthew's the most handsome guy i ever saw in my entire life!!(ok gotta repent)..hahha..now gotta tink of wat the actors haf to wear..again..oh which reminds mi i haven msg ting ting!!..oh no!!..took spastic fotos with puay today!!..shall blog tt tml..

went to cg after tt..i absolutely lurve my cg!!..thank you lord for putting all of us in the same grp..we are so crappy and so crazy together!!..hahah..we juz shout at the top of our voices all the time!!..its terrible!!..craping bout guys and stuff..horrible!!..i tink key muz haf been overwhelmed by us..hahah..ok gurls..this sat crave svs!!..our cg goal is 15 rmb!!..im counting on u peeps to break this number..or else you ll get it from mi!!..hhaha..kidding..i know you gurls haf tried ur bestest best!!..watever it is..god wun shortchange us and ll reward us accordingly..juz try ur best and god ll do the rest!!..smiles..

xinyi is rite..when you set ur heart on sumthing..you ll find tt its not that hard to let go of it after all..guess i didnt want to set my heart into doing it..cos this issue is close to my heart..very close..and its like ripping off a piece of my flesh if i decide to turn away from it..seriously..it hurts..it hurts so much!!..but yeah..god is the one and only important thing to mi..and i dun want to disappoint him..i dun wan to settle for 2nd best..i like you..but i love god more..much more than you..so im letting you go..and it sucks..

oh well..to help mi understand..im fasting from another thing!!..im fasting from shopping!!..gee this is prob one of the hardest fast i ll ever go thru..fasting from meat was another one..i love shopping!!..i want my shoes from exodus!!..i want my guitar!!..i want a new shirt!!..sighs..

to someone: god is always there for you..maybe he sent these things into ur life..maybe he didnt..y?..i dunno..ll we ever know?..maybe we ll nvr know..cos god tinks its the best..so we accept it cos we know tt he is good..and altho its so tough for you rite now..you gotta hold on..cos after this..you ll grow so much more than you once were..and ur life ll be so much better..get a grip on ur emotions..set ur priorities rite..do one thing at a time..and when ur heart finds god once again..you ll be singing with joy..trust mi..

oh heard this description bout mi today.."you are acting like ur normal self but i dunno whether ur normal self is normal or not."..hmmmm..really?..

Thursday, July 21, 2005

the internet

wat do you tink of when i mention the word..internet?.
msn..online game(dota?!)..email..blogs..mega amounts of information to use for projects?..WRONG!!..it is amazing how much information cant be found on the net!!..i cant even get a simple statistic of how many households in singapore owns a radio!!..HOW LOUSY IS THAT!?..
i tink tt i spend lesser hours in the good-old-fashioned library finding the EXACT same information!!..the only thing is im lazy to go to the library..
plus!!..when you find info on the net..you get distracted by things such as msn and online games and blogs!!..ahhhhh!!..
conclusion:the internet doesnt help you save time..it wastes ur time instead!!!..and whoever said that the internet provides good information..RUBBISH!!..im going to the library on fri..

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

pray

okays no more speculation over the apple!!..if im close to you i ll tell you..if im not..den stop asking mi..haha..

doing assignment now..again..i haf to write a 2,500 words essay on the topic of : which is more effective - television or radio advertising?..took mi a long time to come up with this topic!!..cos you know y..its an open question!!..there is NO topic at all and you haf to write on sumthing related to electronic media..if you are tinking:"open topic?..tts so easy!!"..you're wrong!!..you try la!!..its easier when you haf sumthing specific to write about..when you haf absolutely no idea wat to write abt(like mi)..you get stuck..cos you are consumed by the vast amount of things tt you can write..but you dunno which one is the best or whether you ll get out of point..i hope i dun get out of point!!..

oh well..my class is preety fun!!..theres a fellow hoppie in my class too!!..how coincidental is tt?!..muz be god and one of his plans again..haha..thank god the class is normal!!..and i made great frens!..haha..

tks key xinyi and shuyi for toking to mi and listening to my troubles..tks for all the advice and all the solutions..hahha..i know wat are the solutions..but knowing and doing are 2 different stories..the closer it is to ur heart..the harder it is to let go..i pray tt i can let go..pray for mi too..

ok..my blog is getting boring again..i wana do another spastic story..any volunteers to be in my fotos?..

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

sheep

decided to change my skin again..cos i realised tt many ppl cant find my tagboard in the previous skin..-_-..i still like my old skin..sighs..

heard this from ben wai..do you know that a sheep is so stupid that if you were to put a wet towel onto its nose..it'll drown?..hmmm..theres a reason y we are all called sheep..

an apple

im sitting down in front of a table
there is an apple
it looks good
it looks really good
i took a bite
it tastes delicious
i found a note
it says the apple contains poison
will i still take another bite?
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im tt close to..
because the apple looks good

Sunday, July 17, 2005

a weird feeling

we had one convert yesterday!..ruisi's fren peiyi who rededicated her life to god..1 down 3 to go..its a great thing to be happy abt aint it!?..god keeps his promises to all his children..i was praying so hard yesterday tt i cried..hahha..

but still..today i wake up..with mixed feelings within mi..im scared..seriously scared..key says i haf gift of discernment..sumtimes i wish i dun haf this gift..cos when a bad feeling comes..its not good..not good at all..

wat is gonna happen?..y do i feel..dejected?..y do i feel scared?..y is fear over-riding my happiness?..can someone give mi an answer?..

btw..im allergic to grass..get tt..grass..

Friday, July 15, 2005

rashes

first..im allergic to oranges cos of my asthma..yes..i cant eat or drink any kind of oranges at all..even those F&N kind which is not really orange anyway..now i realise that im allergic to sumthing else..sumthing so common tt you tink you can nvr ever be allergic to..i give you 3 choices..
1) air
2) sea water
3) grass
tell mi which..the rashes are killing mi!!..

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

central f

okok got a new blogskin..quite sad actually cos i really liked my previous skin..sighs..dunno wat happened to it and even xiao mao cant help so i guess its really no hope..decided to choose this one till i find sumthing else tt i like..hmmm..maybe someone can help mi do a personalised one!!..yeah..!!..hahah..

decided to blog abt my fantastic weekend hanging out with my beloved sisters and brothers from central f..i really really love god for giving mi this family..he gave mi 2 happy happy families..a physical one and a spiritual one..he is juz so great to mi!!..he really takes care of all my needs without mi asking from him..sighs..wat a great god i have!!..

so anyway..on sat we were gearing up for nxt sat's ess!!..and we were all very very happy..and excited!!..this is how the gurls look like..



oh happy birthday Jo!!..really a blessing to be in the same cg with you!!..(too bad you couldnt join us for sunday!!)..wow..wat a happy looking family we are!!..all with beegg grins on our faces and we all look sooo pretty!!..okok..i know i sound bimbotic but i cant help it!!..hahah..i tink central f gurls look good and can dress well..(look at my new jacket!!)..hahah..to prove it..see this..





a close-up shot of my two preety sheep(s)!!..cheryl and xiangyu..dun they look fantabulous?!..like shepherd like sheep they say..i had to put this pic up..they are so chio!!..and they are both great women of god!!..they are gonna be pioneers of HCJC you know..god will confirm bless them..see..i juz proved my point tt central f gurls are incredible..

svs was great as usual cos god was there!!..how can it not be great?!..and we did sumthing for xiao key..we made a huge banner for him cos it was his first time hosting!!..hahha..he felt so blessed and we were all happy!!..go key!!..you did great!!..

after seed..we did wat central f does best..slack ard and tok crap..hahha..well..its a time of bonding for all of us..after debating for like abt an hr we decided to go marks and spencer's to sit down and chill..we includes mi ben wai derrick kemmy nicholas xinyi and ruisi..ate cookies and drank tea..as derrick puts it..a glimspe of heaven!!..nxt time we ll be doing this too!!..but the diff is we ll haf eternity to do this..hahah..too bad i dun haf the pictures to show you..hahha..

well on sunday..we had our central f outing at east coast park..as usual..its always ecp..well..didnt expect to see central e guys there!!..we go ecp they also go..so copy us!!..aiyo..(rmb our duel shijie!!)..well anyway..we had this outing to welcome two new ppl into our grp!!..nicholas(hao jie mei) and jun yao(bao bao)!!..they got to know how slack we were!!..hahah..

kemmy and jo planned this outing but jo couldnt go cos she had rashes..sad!!..and llamma couldnt go too!!..oh well..we will haf a party again after the harvest comes in k!!..we had great food for this outing!!..derrick's to-die-for brownies, llamma's incredibly addictive i-dunno-how-he-makes-it fruit salad, ruisi's mom's seriously delicious beehoon and kemmy's fried stuff..hahha..i woke up late so couldnt make sandwiches!!..sorry derrick!!..i ll make them for you another day la..and..we played spastic games too..like double wacko and panic!!..hahah..guess who did forfeit..hahha..no prizes for getting it rite..Kemmy!!..ahah..and kiap too..they lost at panic and had to do an indian dance ard the tree..evidence!!..





hahah..as you can see..kiap was quite confused cos he didnt know how to dance..kemmy looked so used to it already..hahha..anyways..due to kiap being a novice at acting..they ended up running around the tree instead of dancing..well..we shall let them off shall we..haha..

den we had lunch before playing captain's ball!!..yeah..got a lil exercise to shake off all the fats accumulated from all the food!!..hey im a good catcher k!!..and i do exercise!!..not only finger exercise!!..well..everyone was busy playing so no fotos taken..hahh..shall keep this in my memory..hanyang is horrible!!..he aint human can!!..no human can jump as high as him!!..cannot be!!..i tink he got some alien blood running in him!!..he's too good!!..ahhh..den geneie and kiap went off..sad..the group den decided tt we shall go kayaking..but..





ben:im bored..they always are so slow!!
hanyang:yeah i agree..y do they walk so slowly to the kayak store?
derrick:-sighs-..hey guys!!..look!!..wats tt?!..





ben:wats tt?..i cant see anything!!..lemme get up to take a closer look..




-thunder and lightning-..black clouds are approaching us!!..





ben:oh no!!..god!!..we want to go kayaking!!..y do you haf to bring this storm upon us!?..NOOO!!!!..ppl!!..the storm is coming!!..





us:NO!!..y does the storm haf to come now?!..we wana go kayaking!!..sobsob!!..God!!..pls let the sky clear!!..we want to go kayaking!!..





ben is so dejected..because of his pulled hamstring..he cant go cycling or blading like us so his only chance is to go kayaking..derrick still keeps onto the thin strand of hope that the clouds will disappear..

after 10 mins..



derrick has given up all hope too..seems like the rain is here to stay..sighs..





we are all depressed ppl!!..even the most optimistic derrick has given up all hope!!..ben is the most depressed and yangyang is trying to cheer him up..sighs..





mi:no!!..i wana go kayak!!..or else i ll die from all the fats from the food!!..let mi jump!!
nicole:gurl dun be so foolish!!..dun jump pls!!..i ll exercise with you nxt time!!..dun jump!!..i ll miss you!!..





ben:jinqi stop all ur nonsense!!..its raining already..theres no use to jumping now..(actually ben enjoys the rain but this is not in the script)..




gurls:its raining?!
ruisi:oh well..at least im wearing black..
mi:-tinking-jumping doesnt help?(ruisi's holding mi to prevent mi from doing sumthing stupid again)
jane:well..might as well enjoy it!!..
cheryl:i agree!!..the rain is quite fun!!
nicole:thank god jinqi didnt jump!!..




im tinking:sighs..how long is the rain gonna be?!..muz be the CJ guys..if they didnt come the rain most prob wun haf came either..(IM KIDDING!!)..god pls make the rain stop!..

all of a sudden..



oh my goodness!!..the sun is up!!..(this is real btw..no photoshop or anything..beautiful isnt it?)..god answered all our prayers!!..this is so beautiful!!..its like seeing god!!..





mi and nicole:yeah!!..the sun is up!!..god is sooo good!!..he is so wonderful!!..we love him!!..he takes care of all his children and nvr disappoints us!!..we haf an amazing god!!..




i got so happy tt i scrambled up a tree to catch a better view of the rainbow..nicole was afraid i would still do sumthing silly so she followed mi up..(i juz love climbing trees)..we had a great time sitting on the tree and crapping..the harder part was getting down tho but we managed!!..





xiang:pipi(i dunno y im calling myself this on my blog)..im so happy that you are safe!!..dun do anything foolish again ok!!..(i love xiangyu to the max!!..so glad tt you are mi sheep gurl!!)..xiangyu decides to hug mi in case i go bonkers again..





all of us were happy tt the rain stopped so we decided to take a happy pic!!..this pic includes yangyang ben derrick kemmy nicole mi and xiang..yeah!!..the rain stopped!!..we haf a great god!!..being so happy..central f tot of sumthing fun and crappy to do..okok..this is derrick's idea..see this pic..




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ta-da!!..central f's very own lost!!..we are damn cool!!..hahha..arent we all greaT?!..oh btw the white shirt guy is hao jie mei's fren called kelvin..he joined us for the outing..heh..well it was too late to kayak so we were again deciding wat we shld do for ard 30 mins..den ultra nice derrick offered us his home!!..he asked us to go his hse to take a shower and haf dinner..isnt derrick cool?!..derrick you are the best!!..this is derrick's room..


you can see so by the "derrick" name at the back of the pic..hahha..we were clean and refreshed!!..all tks to derrick!!..we ate pizza at his hse and had a great time..yes you guessed it!!..slacking ard and crapping again!!..oh derrick tks for the pasta!!..tho it was a bit salty but you are a fantabulous cook!!..hahah..

so..this is wat happened tt faithful day..hahha..nicholas fell down and dislocated his arm tho..are you ok now hao jie mei!?..got 2 weeks mc muz rest well ok!!..well..this post has been really fun to do!!..hahha..i wana get a digicam soon so i can do more of this!!..OH forgot the last thing!!..after thorough research and efforts..we haf managed to find out wat the guys usually do at derrick's hse..look..



hahah!!..caught red-handed!!..derrick and jiehui are having a scandal!!..beside them is hanyang who somehow manage to roll out of the pic to avoid being caught!!..hahah..this is wat guys usually do!!..


hope you guys had a great time reading this post!!..i had a great time doing it!!..hahah..comments pls!!..