a weird feeling

we had one convert yesterday!..ruisi's fren peiyi who rededicated her life to god..1 down 3 to go..its a great thing to be happy abt aint it!?..god keeps his promises to all his children..i was praying so hard yesterday tt i cried..hahha..

but still..today i wake up..with mixed feelings within mi..im scared..seriously scared..key says i haf gift of discernment..sumtimes i wish i dun haf this gift..cos when a bad feeling comes..its not good..not good at all..

wat is gonna happen?..y do i feel..dejected?..y do i feel scared?..y is fear over-riding my happiness?..can someone give mi an answer?..

btw..im allergic to grass..get tt..grass..