balancing

oh hikaru and kaoru..preety boys that will NEVER come to life..sad sad sad..so here i am gushing again..dreaming abt the twins that are oh-so-NOT-possible in real life..

so anyways, i guess god is god cos he is really smart and all-knowing..i guess i learnt quite a number of valuable lessons in these few weeks..and some of it were really mind-blowing and left mi feeling shitty cos i felt like, i was too full of myself in certain areas that i didnt know abt..i guess god is really peeling off layer after layer of pride that i haf and making mi see that im not that good after all..and this feeling SUCKS..but well, i know its for my own good..and so god, u do wat u want to do..i ll follow..

i cut my hair and now i look like a boy -sulks-

school ends this sat..woohoo!!!..ll haf loads of time after that cos i ll be having a two month holiday!!..cant wait cant wait..getting tired of going to school already..

wake up

love is such a mysterious thing that god asks us to do to every single person..get this straight, every single person..not to a grp or an individual or someone whom u partially dislike but to everybody..and that is, when u tink abt it, quite impossible for the human mind to accept..but god says it is possible..and surprisingly, i do love some ppl whom i know i would never haf given a crap about if i were not told by god to love them..

but some ppl, whom u love quite a lot, but keep in mind that u dunno y u love them but u know that our wonderful god loves them and tells us to love them so we do love them..dun really give a chicken feather about whether u love them a not..or worse, if they do know..then they dun really care..and that sucks..and it pisses mi off cos its hurtful to mi..and y im allowing myself to tolerate all this crap from them, i really dunno..and it quite surprises mi taht im actually able to tolerate them..becos ppl who know mi, know that i wouldnt..

when u get it that ppl around u do actually love you and care whether u live or die..maybe u would be more cautious with ur words..cos if ppl are pushed past their limits..theres no knowing wat may happen..and that frenship might not be there anymore..and to tink abt it..i got the best solution..i shall not care abt u all anymore..cos u and mi haf absolutely no relation..i shant waste my emotions on you..altho its quite sad..but oh well..i got other things to do with my life..

y am i not where i wana be? and y do i haf to tolerate u?

on a happier note..hwa chong had 4 converts today!!..wheeee!!!..isnt it amazing how the jc grp is growing?..its like, long overdue u know..haha..

i juz realise my font colour automaticallys goes to this hotpink colour on my blog..which i do not complain about!!..cos pink is so nice..pictures time!



hot hot hot hot!!..ahhhhh vanness is so damn hot..he's so shuai la!!..like those manly kind u know..look at his muscular HB..and his veins on his arms..damn hot..



taken sometime back in jc cg when i juz got my ugly specs..and ok here my dmm goes..NO ITS NOT UGLY..



went to eat dingtaifung with classmates to discuss project but didnt illuminate much so we juz ate..and ate..dear found it amusing that we all got the same glasses so she snapped a pic of us..the only one missing is lulu..



muffins for cheryl's bday!!..arent we sweet..



ok i totally forgot who sent mi this pic..and im not sure wat is it..rabbit?..hamster?..but it looks cute and round!..hahah BUT i tink fuzzy is cuter..fuzzy rocks!

ok end of pictures..time to get prepared to go to school..the new episode of ouran still hasnt come out :(

lalallala

i juz swoon whenever i look at hikaru and kaoru..ahhh pretty boys!!..jump out of the pic and kiss mi!!..alright im in my dreamworld so ignore mi..back to reality..

ZACHARY says that he cant see my font colour so i ll leave it to BORING black from now on..till i change skin or something which wun be for long cos, i absolutely LOVE hikaru and kaoru..so anyways back to today..school ended at the horrible time of 530 again today and den..i went to funan to meet up with eileen baoyue and lily to celebrate dear eileen's bday!!..

funan has sakae sushi buffet the whole day!!..and we ate till we are so dang full..moshi ice cream rocks my socks..its cool chilling out with the gurls toking abt wat happened during our sec sch years which were the favourite of my whole school life..found out some things that i did which i forgot i did!!..LOL..like there was once i went onstage to receive some progress award or something den my favourite class 4/5 decided to shout my arch enemy's name when it was my turn..so after receiving my award and shaking hands with the principal i immd turned ard and pointed the middle finger at my class..IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL!!..can u believe it?!..i totally forgot that i did it already..only those 3 gurls could rmb..

man how was i like last time?..i seriously cant rmb much..hahah..oh well..but it was fun reminising those spastic times..im the BEST monitress can?!..lol..love 4/5 2002 to the max max max..

mistrust

hikaru and kaoru are juz so cuteee..

lemme tell u wat happened today..met claire after school at holland v for our overdue catch up session..after eating baguette at delifrance we went to seek for dessert - ice cream!!..so we headed to cold storage but couldnt find any individual ones..so we proceeded to 7-11 instead..and we couldnt find any ice cream at all!!!..so claire suggested we get mr softee..and us so wanting to eat ice cream..we bought it..and den afterwards while heading to the door..we found the ice cream situated next to the door!!!..and WE DIDNT SEE IT!!..we are BLIND seriously..

watching my vanness on youtube now..HOT HOT HOT..my dreammm husband..hahah..

someone got famous in class today!!! :D:D:D..cant say or else i will get scolded for using his name, again..so classmates u shld know who..dun tag the name..or else im dead!

change

changes blog skin..if hikaru and kaoru were to jump out of the screen and become real..man i would juz swoon..confirm..

wat am i missing out?

oh i realised i forgot to mention that i met my dear buddy joyce for dinner on sunday..i rmb how we first met..when we were going for some mcg and xiuhui invited her to come..and suddenly in the bus on the way there i was forced to sit with her and hence, we were kinda like forced to tok..found out that we were similar in some ways such as both of us backslided before..

den joyce came back and she was in my cg..so we had great fun together..den i became a cl in central f..so we split cg..didnt really tok much..and den i rmb i asked her to become my SB..haha..and so we had dinner and it was nice catching up!!..heh..

argh theres something wrong with my laggy com AGAIN!!..i need more ram..and i wana get vannes new album!!

god is fantastic

god is really fantastic..we hit our end july goal 1 week before end july..and yk is confident that we would haf more nxt wk..so im confident too :D:D:D..sometimes i wonder y god blesses mi so..kinda getting a bit scared that my ministry haf been so smooth sailing..but as i tink of this i would remind myself that y isnt it possible?..i mean, its god's work rite, not my own work..and if we do things according to god's will, den of course it would be successful..

that's the prob with humans..when tings arent going ok u say..sighs, alright probs aft probs aft probs..when ll it ever end?..den when things are going ok..u say, man!..this isnt possible, when are the probs gonna come?!..and den we worry ourselves sick for 'doomsday' and if it happens we say, finally!..see i knew it was coming..weird creatures living on earth..

i woke up late for ulm yest and i rushed out of the house in 15 mins..and i still manage to reach the place at 931am!!..the rest of my ulm who were later than mi ought to be shot!!!..i live the furthest and i can reach earlier than u all even waking up late!!..hahah kidding kidding..i love my ulm peeps a lot..

we learnt abt a committed church..and key asks us to tink of pictures or words that comes to our mind when he says the word committment..so i gave kueh lapis, non-leaver, lack of sleep, travel time etc etc..its really funny how the human mind can actually tink up of so many things cos when key first asked us to do this, all i was tinking was..huh?!..i surely cannot tink of anything one la..and i proved myself wrong..which is kinda worse than other ppl proving u wrong..no actually, the other way is worse..hmmm..i gotta tink abt it..

and so we welcome 2 new sji brothers!!..keith and joshua!!..everyone who reads this and who sees them in church better say hello to them alright!?..thanks peeps..u guys rock..

blood

yest something scary happened..my beloved sheep and most wonderful fren tripped over someone while playing floorball and crashed into the concrete wall surronding the street soccer court..i wasnt playing, so at first i was wondering y in the world was everyone crowding ard a corner of the court and looking down at something..it isnt uncommon to haf injuries while playing floorball..but this time the person injured didnt stand up..so i was asking ard wat happened and no one answered mi..so i walked over to take a look..and i saw nicole lying down in a heap on the floor, clutching her head..

so i rushed into the court to take a look..and den i saw the pool..the pool of red liquid dripping from her head to the floor..and it was forming into a bigger pool..and i was shocked..cos i had never seen so much blood before..and i was scared..so i asked dan to call the ambulance..because there was a lot of blood..and den someone passed mi a towel..so i put pressure on the head to stop the bleeding..and i couldnt really rmb everything else that happened..

so i juz prayed..and prayed..and den the ambulance came, and nicole was lying down on the floor..and they brought her to the hospital at 9.37pm..i know cos i was looking at my fone..and i was praying..and den they brought her into the A&E, and den i had to wait..julia arrived..and so we talked a bit..at like 1045, the nurse called mi to go in to see her..so i went..nicole was alright, she juz needed stitches but she was afraid of the pain, so she opted for the glue instead..and they had an x-ray and injected her twice..so she was alright..and i was relieved..

julia's parents came, and she went home at 11 with them..i waited for nicole, cos they wanted to keep her under observation for another hour before they left her off..it was a long wait..i waited outside, becos they wouldnt let mi go in..den at 12, nicole came out..and we took a cab, and i sent her home..

god was good..nothing serious happened..and the bills only came up to 55 bucks, cos nicole had a govt subsidy of 110 bucks..im starting to like the govt..so we didnt haf to pay a lot..which is a good thing rite nicole?..her mom was alright, i hope she didnt get scolded too much..be more careful alright..

nicole says thanks to all who sms-ed her through mi..samuel, jonathan, grace, jarvin aka acs guys, dan, llamma, key, joel, yk, xiang and i forgot who..and now lets thank god..becos he kept us all safe from great harm..

thank you lord, for taking care of nicole when she was in the room all alone..

continuation

nothing good to say den i shall not say anything..sometimes we like to get a hand or even a foot into other people's business..maybe its human nature or something..to want to know wats going on in the lives of people ard you..it may not be of ill intentions too, it might even be out of a good heart, wanting to help people ard you..hahah im human, and i know exactly how that feels..i rmb i was like that too, wanting to know how ppl were doing and not out of a bad heart..juz wanting to help..

but i learnt, that sometimes, ignorance is really bliss..even tho some may say bullshit..but, when u dunno something, u dun haf to do anything abt it..i mean, my life has enough drama on its own to keep mi tuned in for 24 hrs..i dun need extra tidbits abt others to satisfy myself..in fact, im having enough trouble on its own trying to settle stuff in my life..

cos u see, when u learn abt something that really doesnt concern u or u dun really need to know, how does that benefit you?..you get extra burden, and u cant really help in anything you know wat i mean?..all u can do is pray..and prayers are good..but wat other tangible thing can u do to help the person?..it might even be awakward cos the person might not know that u know and so nxt time when u see the person it would be weird rite..cos u know yet u cant tok abt it..

this doesnt mean that im not willing to listen to any of you that might wan to come to mi..haha..i ll love to be part of ur life if u let mi..like my sheep..im so so so blessed to haf them..y god gave mi this privlege, i still really dunno..

i realise that im kinda wasting my time here cos school starts in like 2 hrs and i haven prepared anything and im still intending to watch one more episode of xxxholic before i leave for school..and so i shld end soon..but it seems that once u start to type something in ur blog u cant really stop cos theres so much things going on in my oh-really-so-happening life that i juz wana share with everyone and anyone..

i love my life..and i love my god..because he helped mi love my life..

my trove of unpolished diamonds..central b is my trove of unpolished diamonds..im starting to see the sparkle among them..its taken mi long and it might take somemore time..but when the sparkle is there, i ll not stop till you peeps are gleaming and shaped till wat u are supposed to be..i juz pray, that god gives mi this privilege to be part of the polishing team..

smile, because shit happens but u know that u are loved..

claire baby - we haven had our baguette date..been quite long yea?..hahah..when when when?

school

did i mention school has started?..no i dun tink so..yup school has started and we haf a horrible time-table that starts from 2 in the afternoon to 530..which means like the whole day has gone?..and its on sat too so i cant go svs!..which is like how sad can?!..

lovely xuanting was so nice today!!..cos i was having a terrible heardache again which i dunno y..i seem to be having loads of headaches these few days..and she bought the herbal tea for mi!!..so nice and so sweet..hahah..

ok something's wrong with my com cos i cant see all the words that i type so im gonna end here..lol..im too lazy to blog anyway..

help mi

do u cry alone at night? eelee asked mi this today. go figure the answer.

ppl say that once u lose something den u ll miss it..its the after effects that sinks in and makes u realise how much things actually matter to you..

and i dunno wat else to say..

logic above feelings, logic above feelings..my feelings dun matter much in this new place anyway..so move on gurl..the grass seems greener on the previous side..

i shall aim to influence, and not to conform. i tot i could sit back and enjoy the fruits of my labour for a little while and soak in the atmosphere of love before something happens..but god decides that i shldnt, and i shld get back on my feet and do something again..

or as llamma cheung would say, maybe its time i start to leave my footprints where i am now..

i miss all my sheep..a lot..

blog blog

and so im fine..

the week seems to fly past..and i dunno y..

haf no mood to blog..maybe when an interesting topic comes to my mind..or when i haf the feeling..den i ll blog..

screams

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!
let mi scream my head off tonight.

god loves me

on the way home, i was juz tinking abt god..and den i caught myself in my tots..i ask myself..gurl y are u tinking abt god?..u haf been tinking abt god for the whole day, the whole week, this whole month..everyday without fail u would definately tink abt some element of god..arent u tired?..

hmmm do u guys tink of god everyday ah?..like without fail, perhaps not when u wake up but sometime along the day..u ll ponder on something of god..or u find urself toking to god subconsciously..like,

god y do u love mi ah?
god u are so great.
god u are amazing. ur love is so amazing.
god how do u stay angry yet loving at the same time?
god, y am i attending caregroups?
god are u sure my rewards are up there somewhere in heaven?
god u are my lord, my fren, my father, my most wonderful person ever.
god remind mi y im evax-ing.
god im so tired, strengthen mi.
god are u sure u are hearing my prayer?
god, help mi learn to love.
god i wana grow in wisdom.

and and!!..do u find urself toking to god abt anything and everything?..like sometimes i tok to god unknowingly before i realise it..like,

oh god look! thats the shirt i wan! do u tink its nice?
god god!!..that guy is so cute la!! y u make him till like that?
er god, some ppl are juz irritating la. alright alright i know i muz love them!
wah god i cannot stand it! y is the bus so long?!
god its such a hot day!! please please please send some wind!
oh no god!..im gonna be late. how?!

plus when u take care of ppl..do u find urself toking to god on things such as these..

god im gonna meet A later. wat shld i teach her?
oh god! please bless B.
god help C learn abt ur wonderful love.
god how can i disciple D?
god wat does E needs in her spiritual walk?

GOD SERIOUSLY AMAZES ME.

if u say u are a christian, yet in ur everyday lives, u dun tink of god at least once, den..hmmm, wat kind of christian are you?

if u say u are a christian, yet you only live for urself, being happy all for urself..is there such a thing as a selfish christian?..cannot be rite..cos christians are christ-followers, that means we strive not to be selfish..so if we are intentionally being selfish, we cant be a chrisitian..so, wat are we?

if u are a christian, and u dun experience god's love so much that u wan to share it..isnt that being selfish?

if u are a christian, and u dun even know in ur heart that god loves you. man, you are juz an empty shell.

its like telling a fish not to swim. and living creatures not to breathe. its like telling the sun not to rise. and the wind not to blow.

if u are a christian, live like one.

farewell

alright, lets make this a fast one cos i haf to go back and finish writing my feature article so that i can send to my mom and she can print out my whole assignment for mi to hand in tml..

been having terrible headaches this week which i tink is due to the lack of sleep, or interrupted sleeps where i force myself (sometimes in vain) to wake up in the middle of the night to study..i seriously haf no idea how to study for this module and i pray that god ll somehow work his miracle for mi..he's been faithful with my studies, and i trust him in this..and so..lets blog abt yest..

have been in the jc grp for 3 years, ever since the vey beginnings where my cg consisted of ppl like derrick, harry, guan, shuyi,ruisi etc etc..and till now, im the only person still left in the jc grp..the rest haf all transferred to some other places to bless the ministry there..and i do wonder y god still allow mi to stay in that grp cos i honestly tink that i shld haf moved on long ago..but god works in mysterious ways and im not complaining :D..

yest marks the end of my stay in the grp..u can call it a long overdue move i guess..hahah hey original ppl of the grp..the very last person has left as well!!..can u believe it?..the grp is sustaining itself now!!..rmb last time when ppl told us that we couldnt sustain it cos it was only a 2 year ministry and blah blah blah..haha, with god with us, who can be against us?..arent u guys proud of them?..i surely am..

the most surprising thing is..im not moving forward..im moving backwards!!(not in a bad way of course)..haha im going to the high school ministry to PIONEER some schools..which is quite apt cos i graduated from PIONEER jc..LOL..its really exciting and i haf superb dreams already..i see a lot of areas of growth and where my patience and faith in god would be seriously tested..i pray that i can pull thru!!..

my last cg was..hmmm how do i say it?..nostalgic?..bittersweet?..ah yes thats the word!!..bittersweet..bitter cos im quite sad abt leaving..ive been there 3 years!!..and sweet cos i leave with the knowledge that the ppl will be empowered and ll grow even more..ahaha..thanks to the jc peeps for all ur cards and presents..i really really appreciate them..and thanks to the cj grp for SPECIAL FREN..i really never expect u guys to do such a thing..so sweet la seriously!!..hahaha..i love the dolphin, belt and the badges esp..the badges are from cheryl rite?..lol..

thanks for the affirmation(tcm's one came as a huge surprise)..and the cards..i really love the cards..BUT, most imptly thanks to u all for being a part of my life..hahah loads of fun, laughter and joy..a lot of crappy stuff that i rmb us doing..but as i said, its not a solemn affair..instead, its a time of celebration!!..continue to haf fun and LOVE one another..byebye..

btw, i haf individual cards for u all..

meanie

its really amusing to read some ppl's blogs..gosh i feel like im a real mean person, but dun u agree dun some ppl like to exaggerate in their blog and make their life sound like its the worst life anyone can get and they juz wana die soon so that they can like, dun lead their lives anymore?..

like some blog abt unrequited love and keep pining on in the hope that their crush would somehow like them in return..and some blog abt how miserable school life is and that they dun wan to live anymore and juz die on the spot..some say that they are actually putting up a front everyday while actually in their inner beings they are rotting away..

complicated human beings living in a complicated world..ur soul being so simple when u were still a baby..has been smudged and tarnish to include complexity..so that u view the world through eyes that scrutinize every detail and juz try to find some hint that things arent simple as they seem..satan has packaged complexity as sophistication and sold it to a hungry crowd, like how lollipops are packaged and sold to kids..and we haf lapped it up like theres no tomorrow..

is life so hard?..is life so tough?..u haf lived on this earth for only how many years?..17,18,19?..and u haf made ur judgement on the world..nothing to live for, loveless, worthless, tiring..wat abt the nxt 50 years or so of ur life?..is it gonna be miserable as well?..or are u gonna end it early?..

human beings amuse mi.

lemme tell u the secret to living a really really happy life..JESUS CHRIST..:D:D:D:D:D..

actually, this fact has been proclaimed for so long so long..but ppl, juz dun get it..i wonder why..hmmm..

hongkong pics

fianlly getting the pics of my hongkong trip up..there are a lot of pics..i uploaded till i was so tired that i fell asleep..


mi and ah ma at the hongkong international airport..its supposed to be the biggest and like most high-tech airport in the whole world or something like that..


den we went off to our hotel..dorcett olyampic hotel..which was quite small but super cosy..i juz rmb that hongkong is super small and spacce is like scarce..tho its bigger than singapore but most of those space are inhabited cos they are mountains and small island..so hongkong haf 7 million ppl and lesser space than singapore..you get the picture..


mom on the busy streets of hongkong..notice anything?..look at another pic..


taken right outside our hotel..yes!!..theres NO greenery at all..its like, grey and dull and concrete..


taken at the avenue of stars thing where all the great stars of hongkong haf their handprints imbedded in concrete in the ground..but seriously, some of those stars were so old that we seriously didnt know who they were..


mi and bro on some kind of hippo bus tour..haha angela would be so jealous :D:D..


at ocean park..a place where theres nothing really much to do..


saw this dolphin like thing for us to take fotos with and we really had fun with it..hahha..sis is so cute!!






this is some sort of a dinosaur park or something..duno la..this is supposed to be a t-rex egg which hatched so kinda like theres a t-rex up ahead..


my stupid brother trying to be funny..like he juz hatched out or something..


and yes, the t-rex..i tink this is a scary pic..

oh!!den we moved on to see the pandas!!..which were so so so cute!!..i stayed at that place for like almost 2 hrs watching them sleep!!..


so cute!!..llamma said that this pic reminded him of yk sleeping..hahah i also dunno y dun ask mi..




really super cute..


and my moronic brother decides to eat the panda..haha i asked him to pose and he willingly obliged..


my sis is as cute as the panda..


went off to disneyland the next day..and i LOVE disneyland..its something like movieworld of goldcoast..thats like the most significant thing i remembered of goldcoast..haha..pluto looks funny here..


















looks very real rite?!..

and den my brother and i decided to take some spastic pics along the way..






these are dustbins..but really nice ones!..the red colour things are ponchos cos it was raining..








mi and my aunt lilian..who so willingly brought mi to shopping almost everyday cos my mom had to accompany my sis..if not, i couldnt haf gone shopping at all..


sis is seriously cute..

den it was the last day and we went on this half day city tour..ended up at this place called repulse bay..and they had some sort of temple thing there..which i didnt like..



they had all these kind of superstitious stuff ard..like if u wan to extend ur life u haf to walk across some bridge..or if u wan a boyfren u haf to hug some stone all those kinds of thing..and some of the statues were really creepy...im glad we left quite early..

oh and did i mentioned that i met choonie and choonmin there?!..im sure i did..even if i didnt choonmin muz haf said it..hahah..it was really really scary..but cool!!..try meeting ur sheep in the middle of some other country..on the streets..

taken with choonie's handphone cam..we were at nu ren jie..

and so, the end..there are a lot more..but..im lazy to put them up already..do u know how much copying and pasting is involved?..whew...

alright..dan wans mi to set the record straight that he didnt ask mi to cut away my skin..

*fone rings*
mi: hello?
dan: hello..hey juz to set the record straight ah, i didnt ask u to cut away the skin..only ask u to burst the blister and stick the skin to ur flesh.
mi: but that time u said like that is the fastest way to heal wat and its how u treat daniel's and gideon's blister..
dan: yes that is the FASTEST way to heal but i said that it would be pain..when u drain the water out it wun be pain..but it would heal FASTER..now that u cut the skin, you are only left with the raw flesh so it would be pain..
mi: *after a while* oh..ok i heard wrongly den..but now super pain..
dan: nxt time i ll treat all ur blisters personally..juz come to mi..
mi: ok..i cant believe i cut my skin..im so stupid..
dan: yes you are.

FINE IM STUPID!!..

i love you..lol

lalala..im kinda happy now cos i read someone's blog that made my toes laugh out SUPER loud..sometimes when u know a person quite well and u see how some other ppl sees tt same person whom u know..u realise that other ppl might not really know them well and hence haf some warped perspective of them that u know its not that correct and so hilarious..

so anyways..yes jonathan im updating!!..woot..

my back hurts!!!..and i got a blister on my toe which i heeded danfeng's advice to burst it and cut away the skin and it is hurting like mad now!!..my 3rd finger feels sore for both of my hands..and all this because of wat..because of FLOORBALL..which i played with a whole lot of people yest and lengkee cc..BUT..i haf to admit it was really fun..now that i tink of it..and so, im gonna get more ppl to play with mi when i go down nxt time..jonathan wana go?..hahah..

exams on sat..argh boring..haf to study and i haven finish my assignment..argh..jinqi u are so dead..

im looking forward to caregroup on thursday very very much..u ppl haf no idea juz how much..heh..

sometimes when i look at babies ah..i tink they are like the most carefree human beings ever on the face of the earth..sleep the whole day, when u are hungry juz cry and theres milk, shit also got ppl to wipe ur butt..and u know u are safe cos somehow or rather this big human creature juz cuddles u in her arms whenever u wana sleep or juz for any reason..babies haf zero care in the world cos they know that their parents ll take watever measures to meet their needs..

im god's baby :D

3 words for today's food for thought - GOD IS ENOUGH

changes

yes i know the pictures of my hongkong trip still aint up yet but i haf no time to do that now..haha..preparing for seed later so came here to do a quick post..

germany won yest and it was an exciting match!!..dear didnt lose money and dan was sad..i dun like some ppl..im totally fine when u enjoy the match and make a lot of noise and gain entertainment from the game..but its rude when u gain ur entertainment from toking abt ppl..cos tt's juz plain rude and it shows a lot abt ur own upbringing..sometimes toking to teenagers are so much easier than toking to adults..adults juz tink they know it all cos they are older..

cg was really really great yest..guess it was quite special for mi..i was juz sitting there and taking the atmosphere in..taking the love in..and it was nice:)

theres something wrong with my eyes now..they are really dry and blurry..i tink i haf to put more eye drops..

changes are good..can u feel the excitement in the air?..i certainly can..