farewell

alright, lets make this a fast one cos i haf to go back and finish writing my feature article so that i can send to my mom and she can print out my whole assignment for mi to hand in tml..

been having terrible headaches this week which i tink is due to the lack of sleep, or interrupted sleeps where i force myself (sometimes in vain) to wake up in the middle of the night to study..i seriously haf no idea how to study for this module and i pray that god ll somehow work his miracle for mi..he's been faithful with my studies, and i trust him in this..and so..lets blog abt yest..

have been in the jc grp for 3 years, ever since the vey beginnings where my cg consisted of ppl like derrick, harry, guan, shuyi,ruisi etc etc..and till now, im the only person still left in the jc grp..the rest haf all transferred to some other places to bless the ministry there..and i do wonder y god still allow mi to stay in that grp cos i honestly tink that i shld haf moved on long ago..but god works in mysterious ways and im not complaining :D..

yest marks the end of my stay in the grp..u can call it a long overdue move i guess..hahah hey original ppl of the grp..the very last person has left as well!!..can u believe it?..the grp is sustaining itself now!!..rmb last time when ppl told us that we couldnt sustain it cos it was only a 2 year ministry and blah blah blah..haha, with god with us, who can be against us?..arent u guys proud of them?..i surely am..

the most surprising thing is..im not moving forward..im moving backwards!!(not in a bad way of course)..haha im going to the high school ministry to PIONEER some schools..which is quite apt cos i graduated from PIONEER jc..LOL..its really exciting and i haf superb dreams already..i see a lot of areas of growth and where my patience and faith in god would be seriously tested..i pray that i can pull thru!!..

my last cg was..hmmm how do i say it?..nostalgic?..bittersweet?..ah yes thats the word!!..bittersweet..bitter cos im quite sad abt leaving..ive been there 3 years!!..and sweet cos i leave with the knowledge that the ppl will be empowered and ll grow even more..ahaha..thanks to the jc peeps for all ur cards and presents..i really really appreciate them..and thanks to the cj grp for SPECIAL FREN..i really never expect u guys to do such a thing..so sweet la seriously!!..hahaha..i love the dolphin, belt and the badges esp..the badges are from cheryl rite?..lol..

thanks for the affirmation(tcm's one came as a huge surprise)..and the cards..i really love the cards..BUT, most imptly thanks to u all for being a part of my life..hahah loads of fun, laughter and joy..a lot of crappy stuff that i rmb us doing..but as i said, its not a solemn affair..instead, its a time of celebration!!..continue to haf fun and LOVE one another..byebye..

btw, i haf individual cards for u all..