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Thursday, August 30, 2007

Ladies' choice

Hey little girl with the cash to burn
Im selling something you wun return
Hey little girl take me off the shelf
Cos its hard having fun playing with urself
Once you've browsed thru the whole selection
Shake those hips in my direction

A prettier package you never did see
Take me home and then unwrap me
Shop around baby darling i've got to be

The ladies choice.

Hey little girl with the Ford to sell
Test drive this american male
Its gonna take cash to fill my tank
So lets crack open ur piggy bank
Hey little girl going window shopping
Ive got something traffic stopping

Hey little girl on a shopping spree
I dun come cheap but the kisses come free
On closer inspection im sure that u'll agree

Im the ladies choice.

Hey little girl on a shopping spree
I dun come cheap but the kisses come free
On closer inspection im sure that u'll agree

Hey little girl listen to my plea
I come with a lifetime guarantee
And one day maybe we'll find that they baby makes three
Im the ladies choice!

I like this song!!! And the lyrics are superbly cheeky and teasing hahaha..sing it to me next time :D

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

mr zac

Link?! seriously, wat kind of name is Link? However, an extremely charming personality would save you from almost anything, even a weird name..presenting Zac Efron! he really isnt all that cute, or handsome, or special enuf to catch my attention with juz his looks..

i mean look at him..like another regular guy..nothing special, no really defined features..well, considering that he's only 19, maybe time will be nice and start shaping him into a beautiful sculpture when it feels like it..BUT, nothing beats personality, really..he captured mi cos he was juz super charming!!




i loved the part where he slid on the floor..and how does he manage to crone into that mic so charmingly?! gosh!



so in the end, personality really does beat looks after all :D xiang and i were swooning in the cinema whenever the cam captures him, winking, touching his hair, dancing, singing!! i tink the ppl inside were quite pissed at us being oh-so-noisy..freedy obviously enjoyed our company!! lol..

hairspray is a good movie, really! the movie knew whom to cast, and how to cast the characters..james marsden is another eye candy too! honestly, i wouldnt mind watching it again..

hairspray

went for a night movie with xiang and freedy today and we watched hairspray!! wheee..met bao bao and 2 of his cg mates who also happened to be watching hairspray..anyways, the show was good..

loads of singing, loads of ppl dancing, loads of eyecandy, loads of bodies moving abt..i liked the show..

i still haven got a job haha..when will slacking eventually end?

Saturday, August 25, 2007

come one

im supposed to be on the train, on my way to holland to watch an EPL match..but im still here at home, cos i do really haf to eat dinner before going out..and my mom is still cooking dinner..and im still waiting..mom doesnt cook often so eating at home is a must..gosh, im so going to get scolded for being late..

2 interviews on monday..pray for mi would ya :)

been blog surfing and going ard to blogs that i haven been going to for a really long time..had a talk with amy yest, and getting all excited abt our big vision that is juz oh-so-exciting..chat a little with a dear fren whom seemed to be quite stressed yest night, so i do hope everything turned out fine, and god will work out a big miracle in your life..

packed my room today, stumbled upon the many cards that ive received, re-read some..laughed aloud at them while hide sung honey blade on the com..came upon my old journal of before i was a christian..laughed at my hilarious insecure, horrible past self..

tot of the future..tot of many things..tot of the dwcg, tot of him, tot of her, tot of them, tot of you..u know wat would be the best ending? a little moomoo tonight before i hit the bed..

dear lord, my life rocks :)

Friday, August 24, 2007

outing

and so, the vicious cycle continues..man i really need to get a job soon and very very soon..i guess i haf to be more thick skin and start calling people to ask them for information..after all, a thick skin always works wonders :D

outing with jackies yest, missing drifter and bodyguard..the beef noodles at asian kitchen aint so nice..but the others were slurping their tomyum seafood noodles and commenting it was absolutely tasty..i shld eat that next time lol..went cafe cartel after that to have cakes at half price!! the new truffle cheesecake was once again, electrifying-ly good!! and thanks emu for missing ur 2nd lunch break and sharing that cheesecake with us! we love you!! hahah..

hopefully, by the next jackies outing, all of us would have found jobs..den we can have more fun!! ahaha..

Thursday, August 23, 2007

secrets

how long more muz i wait for you? 3 4 5 years? is such a wait even worth it..

i dun like losing, i dun like my emotions, i dun like frens who seem warm at some point den suddenly distant in a split second, i dun like to feel useless, i dun like depression.

i like soft toys, yes, i really do like soft toys haha..so if u cant tink of anything to buy for me for my bday..get mi a medium or large size soft toy with fur that is soft on the skin..i would love it (hint llamma, lol)..which reminds me, im 21 this year. yikes! getting older..

he always gave mi soft toys for my bday..every year that ive known him in sec sch..where are u now? how haf ya been?

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

evermore

Lost for words with all to say
Lord u take my breath away
Still my soul, my soul cries out
For you are holy

And as i look upon your name
Circumstances fade away
Now your glory steals my heart
For you are holy

You are holy
You are holy Lord

Evermore my heart my heart will say
Above all, i live for your glory
Even if my world falls i will say
Above all, i live for your glory

if there is only one thing that ive learnt from my entire christian journey, is that u can never ever successfully run away from god..where can u run to where u can finally shake him off? which hiding place is not one which he created? which cave can block out his all-seeing eyes? which hole can block him from speaking to ur heart and conscience? when u start on ur journey to run, guilt comes pouring in like how water gushes thru a broken dam..and if nothing was done, the more and more comes in..till it replaces ur sensitivity to god's voice, ur inner desires to know god..ur memory of how god had been so close to u..it lives u numb, immobile, useless, the devil's man..no more shine, no more glitter, no more beauty that comes from knowing god..juz another normal human being..u can run for days, months, years or a lifetime..but at the end, god will still find you..it always ends that way..god will find you..now, i wonder who would still wana play a game where someone always wins..it gets preety boring after a while rite, u shld move on to another game..

the analogy of the wheel and its spooks..the wheel is the church, while the spooks represent sectors of society that all of us would somehow land into..who are the wheel, and who are the spooks? are the spooks of less imptance den the wheel? somehow everyone seems to like the wheel, everyone seems to covet after it..but wat abt the spooks? without them, there wouldnt be no wheel either rite? and one wheel needs many spooks..juz like how one company needs many workers in order for it to function..have u seen a company with more managers than workers? or the ratio of managers to workers is 20:1? so if there were no workers, there would be no managers in the first place..

but everyone wans to be a manager..becos it somehow looks better, the perks are better..the money's better..the recognition is better..alright lets all be mangers den..managers without ppl to manage..wat do u call managers without people to manage? they shldnt be called managers den, they shld juz be called 'ers' cos u haf to take away the 'manage'..who would like a position as a 'ers'? and so, workers are impt huh..yeah, they are..am i a manager? am i a spook? gosh, i dun really know..for now, i guess im a spook :) it makes it comforting, to know that workers of god, receive same or even more perks than managers sometimes..cos god never judges by ur position..god judges by the heart..my god, is a fair CEO..and i like to work in his company cos he's fair..

when u come to the working world..u will realize, that job satisfaction outweighs the pay that u get..we always tink that if my starting pay is like 3000 bucks, i will grit my teeth and juz tolerate it out cos the pay's good..thats not true..if ur work environement sucked, trust me, ur life will suck as well..money cant buy u happiness, money cant buy you joy..in that scenario, in fact, money controls u..cos u like the money so much, that u are willing to forsake personal joy and happiness for it..u tink more money will make u happier, but it has become ur dark master..in god's company, many ppl see the pay as little, peanuts compared to wat some secular company can offer..perks are better, facilities are better..everything seems to be better..but in my company, god says that he will offer u something no other company can offer you - eternity..my company includes this as a benefit for its staff, if u stay with us till the end, my CEO will give u eternity..but only those who are very patient can get it..

wat is eternity u ask me..well, im not that sure myself cos u know, i haven got it yet..but listening to how my CEO describes eternity, man im gonna slog it out no matter how long i take..wana join my company? its called The Kingdom of God Recruitment Agency..wat it does, is to disciple you, make you stronger so that u can go out and recruit others into this company..rmb the perks! its called eternity..

boxies

it was outing with boxies on friday..our at-long-last outing with the 6 of us together again..including ganesh! which reminds mi that i didnt snap any pic of ME with HIM!..and i haven seen him for the longest time ever!! but he remained himself, being SPASTIC as usual..trying to hook up all the hot indian babes! hahahah..

pictures, pictures and more pictures courtesy of afton! cam-whoring rocks..




i like this pic..it has some artistic value in it..







5 years back, the 5 hands..5 years later, the 5 feet :D i wonder wat would it be after another 5 years, the 5 heads? LOL..loved that day with u gurls, and guys..

Thursday, August 16, 2007

the world is my candyland

i rmb a long long time ago, i was talking to daniel about the new recent guys whom i saw in either the movies, or dramas or animes that i tot were shuai/cute where daniel replied..yeah la yeah la! the world is your candyland..i still rmb that sentence till now!! see daniel, ur words left an impact in my life HAHA..somehow, i tink that sentence sounds nice :)

and right here in this post, im gonna prove to you why my world, is my candyland.

A - Andy Lau

B - Brad Pitt

C - Christiano Ronaldo

D - Daniel Wu

E - Edison Chen

F - Fernando Torres and Fye D. Flourite


G - Gere, Richard

H - Hideto Matusmoto

I - Ian Somerhalder

J - Johnny Depp

K - Kinomoto Toya

L - Luo Zhi Xiang

M - Mike He Jun Xiang

N - Naohito Fujiki, Teng Mu Zhi Ren

O - Ouran, Hitachin Hikaru and Kaoru

P -Peng Yu Yan, Eddie

R -Rain

S - Sung Su, Kim

T - Tang Yu Zhe, Danson

V - Vannes Wu Jian Hao!!!!

W - Won Bin

Y - Yutaka Takenouchi, Zhu Yan Nei Feng

Z - Zheng Yuan Chang, Joseph

hey, we live in a superficial world :) and yes, i do haf a lot of spare time..haha..

photos

i love my sister :D


oohhh, i guess i haven tell u peeps abt this new shuai guy whom i found gracing my room's television and computer screens not unfrequently..i first saw him in a role on hana-kimi, after which, i learnt that he's going to be starring in it started with a kiss 2 as well!! yayness!! he really is super super shuai :D a little vain tho..

presenting - DANSON TANG YU ZHE!




and while finding pictures of him, i chanced upon some pics of my dream husband as well!! no harm putting up his pics too rite..since, well, he is definately HOT!..


woo hot!! hahah, yes, im superficial.

papaya

and yes this is the show that i watched today!! never tot that i would actually catch it but, this was done on orders of my mother, who asked me to bring my grandmother to watch it at LOT 1! gosh, lot 1, yucks..

anyways, i have never seen so many OLD PPL in a cinema before!! the whole theatre smelled of old people..and it was filled to the 2nd row! plus, those grannys and grandpas were really noisy, and handphones with orbiang tunes was heard somewhat occasionally thruout the whole show..maybe its their culture to be noisy while watching shows..after all, during their times, they do really only haf getais to watch..and getais are outdoors so it was preety noisy..felt a little intimidated by having some many senior citizens ard me..like, wat am i doing there?

oh well, but im not one to shy away from a mission if it were ever entrusted upon me! so i took it up and accomplished it way till the end! the show was, honestly speaking, not that bad..BUT quite draggy..at the last few parts i was like..issit ending soon? issit ending soon? gosh, how long more? plus the three ah-ma sitting behind mi kept making their oh-not-really-soft comments thruout the show..there were a few parts that were quite touching..other than that, it was a glamourous display of sequined costumes, feathery headdresses, purple tights and heavy glittery make-up..oh add in a bulldozer, a lion dance troop, and a forklift and u get 881! it was not once thruout the whole show where the notion of whether the 2 leads were lesbians crossed my minds..their embracing really reminded mi of the hitachin twins in ouran high school host club..yikes!

the dialogue was preety funny too..to hear them spewing out hokkien phrases made the whole show much more intimate with the old ppl i tink..tho it was a much needed hokkien lesson for me..i did realize that i managed to understand a huge portion of the hokkien part without referring to the sub-titles! kudos to that!! i tink my grandmother loved the songs, the stage, and the show..i asked her whether they sang those songs during her time and they actually did!! not bad for effort i muz say..with real life getai singers acting out as well..however, may and choy were really, painful to watch..they shld never act in chinese shows, ever..

ahhh this post really reminds me of an assignment in class where i haf to write a movie review for any movie i liked..i always tot that i didnt haf much flare of writing, hence the job of a reporter or journalist was placed the lowest in my choices for an appropraite job..but, i do rather love writing after all..guess, maybe i shld look for a job in that area..

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

burnt

ahhh..ive watched till episode 17 of kazE no stigma when i realized that, there is NO EPISODE 18 yet!!!..so that means i haf to WAIT for the next episode to come out..sighs i really dun like waiting for animes to come out episode by episode week after week..it totally spoils the momentum :((((( utter sadness..

adel came to my house today to tan and go gym..but she forgetting to bring her gym shoes resulted in us only able to accomplish the former activity, and boy did we accomplished that very well..i tink the both of us are burnt..even tho during the time of tanning, we kept complaining how we didnt seem to get darker, that there was no difference in color in our skin..but now, yes, the both of us are burnt..

oh well, but it was a really fun time of endless mindless chatter of how great procrastinator's the jackies are to the 'new-found' good frens in class..

ok i promise that when i go out for good food with my parents next time! i will take loads and loads of pictures!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

boing

ahh..slacking too much isnt a good thing either..at least i went to the gym today..feels a bit better having a go ont he treadmill, too bad adel wasnt there so it didnt turn out as fun as it would have normally been..

on the other hand, things in life are going at a pace, that im not sure whether im keeping up to a not..however, i do know, that there are a lot of things to be changed, a lot of views that need to be spoken out, a lot of first steps that ive yet to undertake..

well, maybe the very first step, is to start clearing out my room..its bursting at its seam..

Saturday, August 11, 2007

animes, manga and dramas

i like animes, and mangas, and drams, esp taiwan dramas..

ive noticed a similarity in them, they arent real..in other words, u can call them fictional..i guess, thats why i probably like them..consuming them transports me to a world where the realities of life have no way of penetrating thru..in that life, my thoughs, emotions, feelings are all mine, only mine..not attached to others, not attached to the world..i dun haf to notice anything else of the world..

juz me in my little dreamland..with characters whose stories i develop even further than wat was actually portrayed..i tink too much sometimes..and i like the little stories i come up with..the happiness, hurts, sadness and joys of those fictional characters - i feel them as if they were my own..

thats why i hate endings, cos they bring mi back to my own reality..and i love bloopers, cos they remind mi that those fantastic little stories are all juz, somehow, fake..that they are juz worlds created by other people who live in a world that im living in..

maybe they created those little dream worlds, as a form of escape from this real world..

on the other hand, how do i know my world is real? sometimes, i wana be in other worlds.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

elise

yeah im super happy now!! cos elise juz told mi that she has moved over to bukit panjang!! that means we can go out for supper together! and go home together since we are in the far-away-from-town area heh..





yeah elise!! hahahh she always say this when i try to take pic - ehhhhhhh, y u always like to take picture of me one? i dun wan! BUT i will still force her to take hahhaha..YAY im happy :) hope im not being too insensitive to the reason y u shifted..i can always hear it after ur fyp! but still, im happy!