evermore

Lost for words with all to say
Lord u take my breath away
Still my soul, my soul cries out
For you are holy

And as i look upon your name
Circumstances fade away
Now your glory steals my heart
For you are holy

You are holy
You are holy Lord

Evermore my heart my heart will say
Above all, i live for your glory
Even if my world falls i will say
Above all, i live for your glory

if there is only one thing that ive learnt from my entire christian journey, is that u can never ever successfully run away from god..where can u run to where u can finally shake him off? which hiding place is not one which he created? which cave can block out his all-seeing eyes? which hole can block him from speaking to ur heart and conscience? when u start on ur journey to run, guilt comes pouring in like how water gushes thru a broken dam..and if nothing was done, the more and more comes in..till it replaces ur sensitivity to god's voice, ur inner desires to know god..ur memory of how god had been so close to u..it lives u numb, immobile, useless, the devil's man..no more shine, no more glitter, no more beauty that comes from knowing god..juz another normal human being..u can run for days, months, years or a lifetime..but at the end, god will still find you..it always ends that way..god will find you..now, i wonder who would still wana play a game where someone always wins..it gets preety boring after a while rite, u shld move on to another game..

the analogy of the wheel and its spooks..the wheel is the church, while the spooks represent sectors of society that all of us would somehow land into..who are the wheel, and who are the spooks? are the spooks of less imptance den the wheel? somehow everyone seems to like the wheel, everyone seems to covet after it..but wat abt the spooks? without them, there wouldnt be no wheel either rite? and one wheel needs many spooks..juz like how one company needs many workers in order for it to function..have u seen a company with more managers than workers? or the ratio of managers to workers is 20:1? so if there were no workers, there would be no managers in the first place..

but everyone wans to be a manager..becos it somehow looks better, the perks are better..the money's better..the recognition is better..alright lets all be mangers den..managers without ppl to manage..wat do u call managers without people to manage? they shldnt be called managers den, they shld juz be called 'ers' cos u haf to take away the 'manage'..who would like a position as a 'ers'? and so, workers are impt huh..yeah, they are..am i a manager? am i a spook? gosh, i dun really know..for now, i guess im a spook :) it makes it comforting, to know that workers of god, receive same or even more perks than managers sometimes..cos god never judges by ur position..god judges by the heart..my god, is a fair CEO..and i like to work in his company cos he's fair..

when u come to the working world..u will realize, that job satisfaction outweighs the pay that u get..we always tink that if my starting pay is like 3000 bucks, i will grit my teeth and juz tolerate it out cos the pay's good..thats not true..if ur work environement sucked, trust me, ur life will suck as well..money cant buy u happiness, money cant buy you joy..in that scenario, in fact, money controls u..cos u like the money so much, that u are willing to forsake personal joy and happiness for it..u tink more money will make u happier, but it has become ur dark master..in god's company, many ppl see the pay as little, peanuts compared to wat some secular company can offer..perks are better, facilities are better..everything seems to be better..but in my company, god says that he will offer u something no other company can offer you - eternity..my company includes this as a benefit for its staff, if u stay with us till the end, my CEO will give u eternity..but only those who are very patient can get it..

wat is eternity u ask me..well, im not that sure myself cos u know, i haven got it yet..but listening to how my CEO describes eternity, man im gonna slog it out no matter how long i take..wana join my company? its called The Kingdom of God Recruitment Agency..wat it does, is to disciple you, make you stronger so that u can go out and recruit others into this company..rmb the perks! its called eternity..