Resolutions

This comes a little late..but I haven't been really diligent to sit down and pen my thoughts about the previous year on my blog..I guess that now I've 'grown up' and everything, all my extra time goes to sleeping and doing unproductive things rather than to think..but I know if I don't pen them down here, I'm just gonna regret it next year.

As I mentioned in some post in January, the motto of Year 2010 would be:

PUT GOD FIRST

In everything I do in this year..let me remember to put God first..

When I'm stressed out at work, I remember that I'm working hard to serve God first..when I dunno whether to stay here or find another job, I will strive to hear what God says first..before I make any major decisions, let me consult God first..

In my relationships..though I might like someone, I shall rmb that God comes first..i shall not make any moves but strive to remain status quo, to rmb that only He knows whats the next best move and I shall not spoil His romantic story for me by putting my own finishing touches..

In my friendships, I will strive to put God first by loving my friends more than myself..like how I would whine but in the end still stick to decisions to obey God, i will strive to do that with my friends..so friends, your concerns are my concerns :) I might not agree with everything you are doing, but I will try to be a good friend. but if you see me being really pissed off, let me alone by myself for awhile, or I might just shoot off something nasty which I don't really mean.

Year 2009 was a year of recovery..I spent a good 9-10 months recovering from the most shittiest period of my life thus far..it was an emotional roller-coaster which I will never forget..though I can't really rmb the pain or sadness at those points in time..I rmb the effects they had on me..but through it all, I say with utter conviction that I've grown stronger..my inner spiritual woman has toughen, and I realise now that I can persevere through many things that I wasn't aware of..I'm no longer a quitter :) And I thank God for letting my learn this impt lesson in life.

i honestly can't think much now, cos my brain's shutting down..i shall continue this another time then..

to year 2010, I can't wait to be happy and joyful again!

Secrets From Above

It's no secret that I adore good looking guys..they say beauty is in
the eye of beholder, and some ppl might not agree with my definition
of a good looking guy - small eyes, thin lips, tall, preferably skinny
or lean, and fair.

I realise that these are physical traits that I do not have..maybe
that's why they say opposites attract. And this is why, I've totally
fallen for Seung Hyun from FT Island, who is a freaking 18 years old.

But reading a passage in Acts reminded me of a single very impt rule
of thumb - Nothing that is not of God will last.

I guess I've wasted loads of time gushing over incredibly cute guys
over YouTube whom I'll probably never get to meet. The distorted image
of beauty portrayed by the media has somewhat tinted my perception of
how my future husband should look like.

I should spend those time beautifying my inner self and pray that if
God permits, my fairytale wedding might come true.

Life. It's full of twists and turns. Who knows what or who I'll meet
at the next bend.