Resolutions

This comes a little late..but I haven't been really diligent to sit down and pen my thoughts about the previous year on my blog..I guess that now I've 'grown up' and everything, all my extra time goes to sleeping and doing unproductive things rather than to think..but I know if I don't pen them down here, I'm just gonna regret it next year.

As I mentioned in some post in January, the motto of Year 2010 would be:

PUT GOD FIRST

In everything I do in this year..let me remember to put God first..

When I'm stressed out at work, I remember that I'm working hard to serve God first..when I dunno whether to stay here or find another job, I will strive to hear what God says first..before I make any major decisions, let me consult God first..

In my relationships..though I might like someone, I shall rmb that God comes first..i shall not make any moves but strive to remain status quo, to rmb that only He knows whats the next best move and I shall not spoil His romantic story for me by putting my own finishing touches..

In my friendships, I will strive to put God first by loving my friends more than myself..like how I would whine but in the end still stick to decisions to obey God, i will strive to do that with my friends..so friends, your concerns are my concerns :) I might not agree with everything you are doing, but I will try to be a good friend. but if you see me being really pissed off, let me alone by myself for awhile, or I might just shoot off something nasty which I don't really mean.

Year 2009 was a year of recovery..I spent a good 9-10 months recovering from the most shittiest period of my life thus far..it was an emotional roller-coaster which I will never forget..though I can't really rmb the pain or sadness at those points in time..I rmb the effects they had on me..but through it all, I say with utter conviction that I've grown stronger..my inner spiritual woman has toughen, and I realise now that I can persevere through many things that I wasn't aware of..I'm no longer a quitter :) And I thank God for letting my learn this impt lesson in life.

i honestly can't think much now, cos my brain's shutting down..i shall continue this another time then..

to year 2010, I can't wait to be happy and joyful again!