world cup

ok my mom took over the tv and hence i cant watch world cup..sad..hooray im updating my blog!!..i tink its been collecting dust..

actually i was really lazy to blog abt everything that has happened but i got inspiration to aft i read tracy's blog..encounter was simply awesome..god has never shown himself so amazingly in my life..where he worked in such a tangible way that i can never deny his existence..

i went to camp with an unrepentent heart..i wanted the best of both worlds and i stubbornly clinged onto it..i knew one had to go, but i didnt wan any to go..so i chose both..and i compromised, and as all christians know, compromising isnt gonna be good for you cos den ur heart is divided and u cant really concentrate on one thing..know wat i mean?..so thruout the whole camp, god juz spoke this to mi..u cannot haf the best of both worlds, one man cannot serve 2 masters..so gurl, which would it be?..mi or the world?..

bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. test mi in this," says the Lord Almighty, "and see if i will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have enough room for it. mal 3:10

so clinging onto this promise, i raised my expectations for the camp..i knew deep within mi that it was in this camp that a decision had to be made..and that decision would affect my life in the long term..unwilling tho i was, the time had come for mi to make that decision..and so i did..god or the world?..god, of course..always god..goodbye stranger..

and so i made the choice, and so far, so good..i hope it stays that way..haha..

and this camp, god told mi one more thing..and that is to focus..focus ur energy on one point and move on..that was really bam in the face..cos the day before i was juz crying out to god telling him that i cant do it and i dunno how im gonna do it if they wun allow it..and this was wat he said..focus, my dear, and do it..dun tink..haf faith..

simple faith rocks my socks..i wana haf passion, not excitement..cos passion is like u love it so much tt u do it rain or shine..week aft week u juz do it cos u love it so much..and i wan passion for jesus..juz zam..if u do everything half-heartedly, den god also bless u half-heartedly lor..hahah i love this one..and i learnt to haf expectation..and also i got a new insight recently..god has given us a new NATURE..nature u know..tt means a whole new character..a whole new person..that it will be so so natural to juz do the works of god..yeah i haf a new nature!!..and i claim it..

god is super good to mi..rmb my philosophy paper which i was so afraid of flunking cos it was quite last min?..he blessed with an A-..and so now i learn my lesson..im NOT gonna do last minute..im gonna start studying now!!..and i did my post assignment yest!!..im not gonna let it drag any longer..

lemme talk abt central b..seriously these ppl are MAD..mad for jesus taht they are super hyper..camp allowed mi to know many other ppl much much better and im so glad that im able to serve with them in hope..tracy said this..take away god and my church, and u are basically robbing mi of my life..cheerios to that, goes the same for mi..god = my life..

was talking to david hoe..lemme post you a question..wat is jesus to you?..

is jesus your lord?..