happiness

dear blog..im so happy now..someone juz made my day by telling mi that the games was quite interesting!!..wheee!!..im so happy happy happy..thanks to everyone who encouraged mi :)..was freaking out over the games but oh well..its all in god's hands as usual..

to xiang: dun be too bothered..perservere!!..its god's ppl so he would do something abt them..pray and let go..rmb david wilkerson k..

god is very funny..he always gives us a way out at the last possible minute..like juz to make us wait and pray and pray and wait..and also..it always seems that the way out provided for us is even better than wat we initially asked for..and also, god likes to show us our moronic we are..its like we always plan and plan and we slog so hard yet we see no results..den at the point where we quite give up already and at the point of not knowing wat to do, den he provides the results to us..hmmm..i tink its quite a good thing..den we would always be reminded that we human beings can do nothing by ourselves till we rely on god..

i tink rite, that we shld plan still..but now, after learning my mistake..i tink we shld plan WITH god..ask him to shape our plans according to watever he wans to do and not watever we want him to do..sometimes i tink of god sitting up there in his throne among the clouds, looking down on us trying to plan some big thing without him and laughing at our stupidity..and the worst thing is..we always learn that all plans that are not committed to him turn out to naught and we still take so long to learn..human beings are weird creatures..

dun give mi that crap that its all a numbers game..wow..im so in love with this phrase..u know wats so cool abt pastor jeff?..its that he is not afraid to tell u in ur face that u are wrong..and he does it so cool-ly and yet u still can feel his love..sometimes i tink god speaks that way to us..i mean, god has known human beings for dunno how long..and for dunno how many generations, we haf always been doing the same sin over and over..isnt god tired?..weird yeah..

i dun like it when i dunno whether ppl are with mi in this race a not..i tink, i shall go ask ard soon..