wat went wrong

and so, the day ended on a good note..and i finally found out wat had mi so restless for the past few days..and im glad i found out..

overslept today and i was so afraid that i couldnt take the style quiz and hence lose out on abt 2% of my grade..but god was good to mi..cos my mom woke up in time to drive mi and the lecturer went to the wrong classroom so the class only started at the time i walked in which was abt 925am..thank goodness!!..and so i took my quiz, and we learnt abt leads..

funny conversation of the day
lecturer: murali?
murali: the only casualty in this accident was a $2500 parking meter..

HAHAH..classmates would know wat i mean..

and den i met elise before svs to hang out at coffee bean..she's been busy with tests and we haven been toking much..so today we got together and catch up!!(: it was nice..and i realise that i like coffee bean's cappucino..pastor ben preached today..i learnt an impt thing..the kingdom is the only campaign of my life..not bec ppl told mi so..but bec i know so..

do u know so?

god asked mi in svs today..gurl, do u really believe that im standing right here nxt to you?..do u really believe that u are toking to mi?..and honestly, i hesitated..i was scared..did i really believe so?..if not, den y am i here for, y am i doing all that im doing..i thought back to my 4 years in hope, i pondered upon the blessings which i had so convieniently tot were coincidences, i rmb times where i rather trusted in lady luck den trust that god helped mi..i saw how i struggled to do things that were seemingly weird but yet makes sense..i saw how i had come thus far..and after awhile, with great conviction i said..yes lord,i do believe..and den, he embraced mi..and i cried..

wat else in the world do i need apart from him?..

i hanged out with xiang baby aft seed today..we toked abt a great many things..the grp, working partners, bitterness, exclusiveness, speaking out etc etc..she was wearing the zara shirt that i wanted to buy..it looked nice on her..and her sheep are so nice!!!..so sweet too!!..heh..

pls dun come to the jc grp to slack..firstly, u wouldnt be contributing..secondly, you would be giving mi a huge headache..thirdly, i cant bear to see ppl who juz wans to come and suck up all the love in the grp and juz leave like that..and lastly but MOST importantly, you would be missing out on the essence of god..and tts juz too bad..bec you would lose out, not mi..i was toking to claire the other day..and i realise that there would prob be more ppl coming over..god didnt put anyone here as a mistake..u haf a purpose, and its my job to see that u realise that purpose..but aft u realise it, wat u do with it..i seriously cant decide for u..

btw, the above isnt targeted at anyone at all..it was juz a random tot..

let mi say it once again..
central b - my privilege, my passion, my honour, my joy, my love, my life..i would give my life for each of u..and thats not a lie..