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packing my stuff for camp now and i absolutely hate packing..and i still haven find a duffel bag yet..oh wells..im loving camp even before it started..and i ll continue loving it even aft it ended..haha..

i had a great revelational time in ulc yest..we were taught by mandrain svs pastor james and he was a simple man with a simple desire to serve god..and u could see how god used this simplicity of his and did so many wonderful and powerful things..sometimes when u tink of it..the simple gets blessed and used the most and the complicated comes in and starts asking why how why..why can u work such miracles..how did u work such miracles?..are u sure this is from god?..why cant i work such things?..and then the complicated gets all superior..and they start to get skeptical..and they try hard to work to get those miralces..and of course, they dun get them..cos god doesnt give his gifts to whoever works to get it..he gives gifts to those he likes, to those he knows tt ll use the gifts according to his plans..

so, it pays to be simple..right smack in the face of all who tinks that they shld know everything before doing something..you wun get the answers to everything of life..

pastor james said this yest..wat do u haf to lose?..if u go up to a person and pray for healing and it doesnt happen..wat do u haf to lose?..if u go to evax and that person tinks u are some siao person..wat do u haf to lose?..i know wat we haf to lose..our pride..we feel pai seh..crap man!!..this pride of ours hinder us from so many miracles of god!!..wat in the world was i tinking?!..how can i let culture influence mi?..wat is pride?..i tell u wats true pride..when u feel joy from god..man thats the pride that i would die to haf..worldly pride?..give mi a break..it doesnt matter..

two words..just believe..

you ll be amazed at wat believe can do..to the complicated and those who tink they are superior..i realy really pray that for once in ur life..JUZ ONCE..just believe and follow..wat do u haf to lose?