It happens again

Recently, something happened again. Something which I had hoped will never happen anymore, and I had tried taking extra precaution not to let it happen. But it did, and as the saying goes, Shit Happens.

It's like a cycle. I've been through it before and I now have a clearer idea of what's going to happen again. Yet, somehow I wish and pray that this time, things might turn out differently, and so, despite the negative gloomy voices, I hope against hope that it will be different this time round. But if God allows it not to end up in a relatively well state, then I pray and hope that I am prepared to take on the whirlwind that's gonna appear.

Admist it all, and all the thoughts I've been having, I come to appreciate God a little bit more. Thinking back, if I had not come to know him, I most probably wouldn't think that this shit was wrong. I might have enjoyed it and then just move on. It was because of God who gave me the law to know what's right and wrong. This law convicts me of sin, and I am brought to repentance.

If I do not have the law, than there's basically nothing wrong in this world. And I will be justified by my own thinking and feelings.

Ah well, let's see where all this will lead us to.

Ignore

I'm ignored ):

Today is the day

Today is the day the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it.

Am totally not looking forward to my branding workshop later but
experience tells me that the 2 hours will come and pass by soon. And
what will be, will be.

if only i can grasp the mindset that my life on Earth is restricted by
a time frame, that things and events will come and pass soon, and I
dun really have to worry as long as I let God lead the way. That
whatever will be, will be.

Decided to unplug myself fr the earphones this morning and listen to
the music of nature.

The clouds look pretty today, I wonder how God came up with this idea
to form them this way. The birds perched on the trees planted all
along the road take turns to chirp a tune, as though cued by a
mystical conductor unseen to the naked eye. I wonder how they know
when is their turn to shine. And in the morning melody today, everyone
of them had a chance to play the main melody.

Perhaps human beings are the only ones with enough sense and reason to
start complaining and not be contented with what they have. Perhaps
this sense and reason are what will propel us to do the works of the
Lord Almighty.

The world is huge, but it's coming to an end. As Solomon says, enjoy
your toll and be thankful for it today. For it is your lot.

Lord, facing a mountain only You can move. Bursting with thoughts
about hw this will turn out to, buy experience tells me that I better
leave it into Your hands.

Crazzzyy

I think I'm going crazy.