About Judgment

This world is a judgmental world where people tend to jump to conclusions and take others for granted..even if they were the ones at fault, people can somehow manipulate their tone of voice and way of describing the event such that their fault is tremendously played down..

Damn this judgmental world. I resolve I shall learn not to be like them anymore. I am sick of people judging me and jumping to conclusions.

Why should I put so much effort into changing and pleasing others when they themselves don't see that they should change too?

Easy to judge others, difficult to change oneself.

David

...but David wept the most. Was it cos he was sad about having to part
from Jonathan, or he just had more to lose?

I should start seeking happiness elsewhere. Sighs, bitterness grows,
and lies abound.

Every Christmas

Every Christmas something happens..it's like my life is an award
winning drama all on it's own.

I feel cheated for having put so much into this friendship. I could
count all the times that he appreciated mi in a single hand, after all
these years.

Sighs, perhaps I was stupid, expecting people to reciprocate or even
at least be more appreciative of mi.

I'm gonna start protecting myself now, I dun wanna be hurt again.

What's this whole deal about being good friends? I'm having a
disillusioned view of friendship now. Is it still worthwhile to put in
effort when the other party just doesn't care?

Maybe I should just be a recluse. After all, I haven talked much to
anyone this whole week, ans no one bothered to ask anyway. Yet, I
still survived.

Stupid Jinqi.

Oops

I did it again. Sighs.. When will I ever learn?

sleep

the girl should go to bed, for tml will be a better day. and the devil
can't attack my thoughts so much.

Disappointment

how many times do I have to learn this:

men fail and disappoint. friends in church, disappoints even more.