Decisions

I'm really worried what's gonna happen after 3 May. I'm really worried
that somehow I wun be able to support my financies.

I know I shld trust God..and I know that worrying betrays my lack of
confidence that God will provide for me.

Perhaps this is a lesson to strengthen my faith that God can provide
for me in this area of my life too. I've never really been in deep
shit in my finanes, but it seems like I'm gonna know what that feels
like in a few more days.

This sense of deep restlessness within mr plagues me everyday, making
me doubt my decision and almost turning back on my word at times. But
this time, I won't give in. For once, i'm gonna follow thru my decision.

Worse comes to worse, it's time to close that insurance account. Haha.

Relax girl, do not worry :) That Big Guy up there has got everything
under control.