At a standstill

Just met sheep and had a long enjoyable time with her :) We're gonna
start having exciting shepherdings at exciting places more often right?!

Things seem to be quieter right now..I think I shld go home and have a
serious talk with God..since that night where I threw a huge tantrum
at Him saying "Not yet" to my request for a change in jobs, I haven
really taken time to go back, apologize for my burst of anger and work
things out amicably.

Wait, amicably? I don't think mi and God ever work things out amicably
cos He always asks me to do things which I don't like..and we end up
having a huge quarrel..and most of the time, well, everytime in fact,
I lose :(

It seems like it's another one of those times..as each day passes by,
it feels like I'm losing the fight to quit my job..and the various
arguments I have collated to state my case seem to be a little weak
now..crap.

It seems the big old guy up there has been around far longer than me
to know what's better for me.

I have the most caring God ever.