Can't Do It

Well, after trying out this whole hiatus, taking some time off to tink about life and this entire secrecy deal..I decided its not for me :) I mean, its not even been a month, and I can't keep silent hahah.

Who knows where life is going to take you next? When one day has passed, what will the next day bring?

I'm not a profound person, I don't really plan ahead, I'm not one who forgives easily, I get insecure and jealous at the smallest things, I forget almost immediately stuff that I share to my closest friends, I distrust my gut feelings immensely, and I fail at many many other things.

Growing older came with a price - I grew more helpless.

With life and death standing side-by-side in front of me, fighting between themselves for the victory in every second, I realise I only have time to enjoy the present.

What is closest to your heart, dear Lord? Because if I lose focus on You, I lose focus on everything else.