lacking

passion.

the one thing i do not have.

officially in love, again

im in love :D:D cos she is just SO CUTE..look look!

i love my sister :)

done deal

i wanted to blog abt something concerning my life now..but as i sat here staring at my *ahem* still brand new 19 inch Philips Monitor, i really have no idea what to say..

life's been preety serene the past few days..no major ups or downs and no major adventure..apart from me being sick part..sometimes life feels like just one day passing onto the next..

and some of my frens have noticed my lethargy, and thank god for them..they brought it to my notice..

man, its hard to get that momentum started..but it will come back..becos i refuse to let it die..

dear lord, its back to step one.

hello :)

sheep

I. Need. A. Sheep.

There must be more than this, something where i can channel my energy to.

the honey badger

i love animal planet, i love watching documentries on animals. somehow the lives of animals seem so much easier than that of a human..animals are very simple, becos they only have one thought in their minds.

survival.

survive and make sure that ur species survive. so whether they are sourcing for food or water, digging for shelter, protecting their young, fending off predators or migrating to greener pastures, their main aim is to survive..

a classic example of such an animal is the honey badger of the kalahari.

if i have to use one work to describe them, this would be it: single-mindedness.

honey badgers spend their days sourcing for food in the most impossible places..their thick skin can withstand almost 100 stings from the most vicious of bees - african honey bees - just so to get to the larvae hidden deep within the hives..they paw thru the nettle bush to get to that mouse nest situated below..they strip barks off trees to get to lizards nestled between the ridges..they dig a new burrow every night so that predators cannot get to their young..and they do it with fervour, and great speed becos they know that night is coming, they need to feed their young, they need to survive..and so they hunt, and hunt, and hunt.

i wonder, if i have the single-mindedness of a honey badger for the word of god..how would my relationship with Him be like? if i seek with great fervour and intensity, knowing that the end is coming the end is coming..how would i be?

i had my heart-to-heart session with NFBFF today, and i figured i was cruising, and i had was directionless..i was restless, and im putting my energy into the wrong things..

will someone point the direction for me?

junk

i was packing my room yest, and i found a lot of postcards written by a lot of ppl.

one of it held some significance..part of it said, "true frens huh? lets work on it"..the first thought that came to my mind : hah, true frens! how i wish i can throw it back in ur face. lets see how u react then.

nothing lasts forever. living my life today for myself. that, i like. selfish, but true.

true fren? so we still are?

hello

hello, for those who care about my presence, or those who are secretly in love with me and are viewing my blog to find out more abt very preety prissy, i just wana give a short little update.

im still alive and kicking! work's tiring, so i just come home, dota and then sleep..have been wanting to post pics but somehow is always distracted. maybe i shld like, sit down and concentrate on things i have to do one day.

cya peeps ard.