insecurity

feeling quite lousy now..and i dunno y leh..sometimes u know, u look at urself and u tink that my goodness!!..u haf so many weaknesses!!..and i haf super duper loads of weaknesses..feeling terribly lousy cos i dun tink im good enuf to lead anyone..insecurity perhaps..

there are like a ton of things that are burdening mi and some of them, i haf NO IDEA how to go abt doing it except pray that somehow god ll juz do his thing..u know wat i mean..

i dunno was im feeling..i haf to go tok to god..