a learning process

SLAP SLAP SLAP..STAB STAB STAB..KICK KICK KICK..SMASH SMASH SMASH..SQUASH SQUASH SQUASH..MUHAHHHAH DIE DIE!!!!..

pardon mi but thats the scenario thats going on thru my mind..something that i ll LOVE to do rite now..and with a gleeful smirk on my face as well..DIE HUMAN DIE!!..

i juz got a wonderful theroy as i was getting angry..now if u see other ppl as other ppl, u wun tink much of them rite..cos after all, they are other ppl and hence they are DIFFERENT..but then now look at it this way..we are all creations and the creator is god..now, creations haf no rite to judge other creations because, well plainly, we are juz creations..we are all on par..the same level..no creation is much much better than any other creations..so no creation shld judge as well as no creation shld feel judged..fellow creations unite!!..

ok that was gibberish..due to mental stress from tinking too much into hoping that a particular scenario might become reality so that i can haf my carnal nature fulfilled..sometimes i tink that we are all juz pawns in god's chess game..he dictates where we shld go and wat we shld do..he moves us one square at a time, placing us as and where he likes it..and we haf no choice..we juz move according to wat we are told..

now if u tink of it like that..i guess life would be miserable and sad and like god is cruel and horrible and totally devoid of all human emotions..well lets look at it another way den..wat abt that chess board is a minefield..its like minesweeper u know taht game?..each square hides something beneath..we on top of the chess board dun know wats hidden beneath it..it may be a number, or maybe a blank..worse, it may be a mine..and if we step on it we would all juz explode and die..now lets push it one notch higher..tink of it as having like 150 mines..now u gotta move carefully, u dun wan to get bombed do u..u haf 1 out of 9 chances to choose..

well, we can try our luck..or maybe, we could ask the creator of the game..hey sire, which of these has mines hidden below..and the creator can tell u, cos he created it and he knows wat is underneath each square..and so he says, take a step to the left..and u take it, and u survive..hooray!!..now lets move on to the nxt square..

so if u see it that way, den god is quite good after all..he doesnt wan u to die..he wans u to live..and hence, he tells u exactly wat steps to take..lol..life is full of theories (or some ppl say it isnt theories but its my blog so i can say watever crap i wan and u haf absolutely no rite to say anything) and we wouldnt know wat is actually true..so u know wat..

shut up and juz do god's work