quitter

quit..this word's been in my mind for quite sometime..wat do u tink of when i tell u the word quit?

u might tink of being cowardly..cos that's wat most ppl do when they are scared or tired or unwilling to, they quit..or u might tink of leavers in a dota game..leavers SHLD BE KILLED..cos they screw up the whole game..and they leave cos they are losing..so the other word u might tink of is lose..cos quitters are losers and losers are quitters..maybe u might even tink of them as wimps..cos they take the easy way out..they dun wana try and so they quit..or maybe even of committing suicide..

but i tink of the word rest..i mean, u dunno wat those ppl are going thru rite..they might haf gone thru a lot..been thru ups and downs and situations that u wun know..and quitting might be the only way for them to rest..esp so if they find no more value in wat they are working for..and i tink of starting all over again..on a clean slate u know..dun need to be burdened with any worries..not having to care anymore for those who obviously dun wan ur care..

wouldnt it be nice..if i could juz live for myself?..maybe thats y ppl leave church and all..they quit..becos they wanted to rest..wouldnt it be nice..if i could do things that i liked with my time?..i could go out with all those sec sch frens whom i miss so much..i mean, im only 20 years old rite..i haf all the time in the world to do wat i want..im young, i can work, i can study, i can enjoy myself, haf fun..wouldnt it be nice..to do things all for myself with all the time i haf?..wouldnt it be nice?..

im tired.