mom's bday

its my mom's bday today but she's sick so all our plans of going out haf to be shelved..staying at home with nothing to do now..its quite horrible to be sick on ur bday..and my mom seems to be frequently more sick now..pray that she gets well soon ok..tinking whether i shld go out cos she did tell mi taht if i wanted to go out i could..but i tink that i shld juz stay at home and keep her company..

plus i know that i shld be doing my assignment..but, juz dun feel like doing..hahah feel like getting ppl to come over to my house so we can slack together..but whom shall i call?..hmmm..

ok going out for dinner with dan and elise later..we haven had our ulm for 2 weeks alr and i miss my caregroup :(:(:(..eelee bought mi the dumbo toy that i first saw at more than words with xiang..ITS SO CUTE!!..shall post pics of it soon..cos its juz TOO CUTE..love it love it..hahah..

i like yest a lot..teachings and sermons spoke to mi and i know that i haf to somehow change my way of life AGAIN..and thats the prob of toking to god u know..cos sometimes u know that ur actions are not good but somehow u juz enjoy doing it..maybe thats the carnal nature of human beings that satan holds hostage on..so when i tok to god, den i realise i gotta change..if not, i ll be more responsible..

like there was once where i recommanded case for christ to mr lee to read cos its a super good book i tink..and he said he didnt want to cos after reading these kinds of books he gotta change and he is comfortable with his lifestyle now..and i was tinking abt it..yeah if u read something that asks u to change and u know that there are only benefits of that change, and u also know that somehow ur awful conscience is like probing u to change and u DUN..den u are responsible for ur own self..however if u didnt read anything abt change at all..den u kinda like haf an excuse not to change..haha..

anyways i juz ate chicken pie and now my stomach feels so oily..lol..random yes i know..

shld go read bible now..to haf my daily bread..