easy

thanks to SANDY XUANTING MILA and WINNIE for ur encouragements..i know that i haf found gems of a fren in u all..and i thank god for that..

im alright dun worry..i haf nothing to say nor can i do anything that ive already tried..one last thing to do is to go to her house to find her..but having exams now so i tink nxt wk ba..if she still hasnt replied mi..but oh well..i hope she wakes up soon..

anyways studied again yest and i managed to memorize some stuff for exam this sat..met eelee yest and was supposed to haf a teaching but we suddenly had a craving to go watch a movie..so we checked the timings for the devil wears prada at ps and found that we missed the 7pm show..so we checked cathy and found it was 720..and we were at ps macs at 715!!..so we RAN all the way to cathy to watch it! ended up at like the 2nd row but it wasnt too bad..the show was nice!!and meryl streep was ubber cool..i wana wear prada too!! their clothes were SO NICE!!..

hope everything turns out well..maybe god decides that its time for a test you know..that kinda sucks but i ll look forward to the happier times after the test!

do u ever feel like breaking down
do u ever feel out of place
like somehow u juz dun belong
and no one understands you

do u ever wana run away
do u lock urself in your room
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears u screaming

no you dunno wats its like
when nothing feels alright
you dunno wat its like to be like mi

to be hurt to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when u are down
to feel like you've been pushed ard
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no one's there to save you
no u dunno wat its like
welcome to my life

do u wana be somebody else
are u sick of feeling so left out?
are u desperate to find something more
before ur life is over

are u stuck inside a world u hate
are u sick of everyone ard
with their big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you're bleeding

this used to be one of my fav songs cos i tot that it totally described the way i felt..and i realise that it really describes wat a lot of ppl are feeling still..ive come to see taht at no matter wat age we are in, may we be in our teenage stage or young adults or family providers, we all still haf a tinge of lonliness deep within us which we try to fill with many things..and they all end up disappointing us..

ive come to realise, that everybody needs jesus..