dota

haven been updating cos haf been busy reformatting my stupid com and playing dota!!..now that all of us haf dota at home..we dun haf to go to LAN shops anymore and waste money!!..we can all play at home!!..yeah!!..hahahha..my stupid com dunno y cant reformat..its bringing mi a whole lot of trouble..i cant even on it now..using my bro's com..sighs..haf to call microsoft tml..

well lets see wat i haf been doing..went out with claire on tues to shop shop shop!!..didnt really buy anything cos im horribly broke..gosh the ban mian at food republic is nice!!!..u shld go try it one day..the mian is soft and really hand-made..yum yum..hahah..

shared a lot of stuff abt church, life, blessings and struggles..its reliving in a way to know that u are not the only person in this mad race for god..altho there are ppl who disappoint u but there are more ppl who makes u feel like everything is worth it..ppl who make u see in ur down periods that god is really really there..and not juz an illusion..refreshing!!..hahha..

quarrelled with parents again..having kinda like a cold war going on..not really cold war cos we are still on toking terms..sighs dunno la..this time..im really giving up on toking to them anymore..ive tried so hard..they keep changing their expectations..one minute they wan u to tok to them..another minute they say that children are not supposed to tok..so wat do u expect mi to do?..when i dun tok u encourage mi, saying that parents and their kids shld tok things out..but when i do tok, u say that im not giving u respect and that i shld hear them cos they are my parents..u dunno how hurting ur words ah..so..i give up..i shall take the easier route and not tok to u..cos den, we wouldnt haf any quarrels at all..i pray so much that god would change my mind..that he would give mi the strength to tok to u two once again..becos thats the only way to show u how much i care yearn to understand you two..i pray so hard..for now, im juz really tired to say anything else..u can haf ur daughter back, the way that u wan her..

ok lets move on to something interesting!!..lemme recount my incident of playing dota with key, jarvin, leon and dan..mi dan and leon on one team while key and jarvin on the other..the interesting fact was..i kept getting killed and i was so sad and pek cek at the end of the game that i started to tear!!..den wenjun had to choose this time to call mi and tok to mi abt dota the next day..and i was like..wenjun im dying like mad!!..y u nvr teach mi properly one?!..and i teared even more..hahah..im positive that i scared leon and jarvin so much that they would nvr wan to play with mi again..hahahaha..come to tink of it..its hilarious!!..

realise ive been slacking a fair bit for quite sometime..but some news i heard jolted mi up..i dun haf much time left..hahah i know u know wat i mean..