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Monday, January 16, 2006

a new spark in life

i realised that ive been blogging at unearthly hours of the day where i shld be asleep..guess its during those hours where everyone's asleep and the air is nice and cool and the whole earth is silent, that serves as the perfect timings for mi to reflect on my life and various 'theories' that ive heard..

since ive spent quite a lot of time tinking abt a lot of stuff..im more or less done so can blog it down now in case i forget..

pastor david's chan was the icing on the cake..i beautiful finish to a masterpiece..the fullstop at the end of the sentence..the confirmation from god..i really loved his sermon..simple yet powerful..one that speaks from the simple faith of god..and i learnt loads..hearing his testimonies are like reading a fairy tale where there would always be a happy ending..its like the ideal life that i wana lead..and den i realise that these things were actually happening to real ppl in my lifetime!!..im not reading abt their lifestories in some fiction book..its actually real..a grp can grow by 20 in 2 weeks!!..y is it not possible?..y not?..

tts the most impt thing i learnt tt day..y not?..y do i keep saying that the jc grp is a hard ministry to grow?..y do i find excuses for my actions and thoughts?..y am i restricting god's miracles?..a simple faith is wat i know but need..the faith to say that "god, everything is possible..i want this, make it happen"..in 2006, i shall work towards having a simple faith..the central JC legacy shall start this year..and it ll keep coming..

reading the screwtape letters now..its really really nice!!..a lot of things that i wan to note down when i read the book..and i learnt stuff that i dun even know till i read the book..i learnt of sins that the devil inputs in mi that im not even aware of..thats scary..this means that all those thoughts are in the unconscious mind..hence from now on..i shall put conscious effort in every thought that i haf..hahah..

on a lighter note..i played dota!!!..yes i know its old but who cares man!?..went with classmates to play again today..we totally got trashed by wenjun..sad!!!..

2006 juz started and ive wasted one month already..whew gotta buck up..all ahead for god!!..see u at the end..

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