lots of things

welcome back to very pretty jinqi's blog! i juz met up with yk joel and joshua and i feel super happy! haha oh and not to mention the ac guys too..they always like to suan me but i feel really happy and comfy when im with them..maybe this is a little taste of heaven on earth :D im sure in heaven it will get even better! in eternity i can tink of ways to counter their suaning! oh wait, they will haf an eternity of tinking of new things to suan me..hmmmm..oh well! i dun mind! nice ppl = nice company

oh i rmb wat i wanted to blog abt! it was unit cg..we all went to east coast park to slack and haf fun..and i played my very first soccer match that day..learnt some techniques from jang and jem and it was off to a match..well, i scored 2 goals!! woohoo!! or was it 3? i tink soccer is quite a fun game now..oh wait, maybe this is juz an illusion..cos looking at how jarvin they all play, whoa..it doesnt look quite that fun..and u know wat, i tink god is really very good..cos i was afraid that it would rain at ecp so i prayed the previous day that it wouldnt rain so much till we couldnt enjoy ourselves..so on that day that i prayed, god made it rain the whole day..and the day we went ecp, it was quite dry! we could play our sports and stuff..sometimes god really likes to spoil his children..oh well, fathers do tend to spoil their children sometimes..heh..and im sure god knows wat he is doing..we had a great time!

i named the route which i walk home my god-talks-to-me-route..cos he always talks to me as im walking that route back home..today as i was walking again, humming to the tune on my ipod when god poped this thought into my mind..are u happy now? i said yes lord, i am..and he replied..i wan u to be happy..and i know wat he meant..in the past few months, serving him in this ministry haf made mi encounter some really HUGE rollarcoasters..haha hmmm i really dunno how to put it in words..but i understand god's heartbeat as he said that to me..yes lord..im happy :D really happy..tho things seem tough at times, but its all those little sweet things that get mi motivated to carry on..

i dun need big things to make mi happy..a simple gesture, a few words are enuf..the happiest thing for me, is when i tok to god..and he puts all those sweet words into my mind, assuring mi of his presence, telling mi to continue, telling mi that he wans mi to ba happy..how can i not be? i haf the creator of the universe at my side!

i told god that im not gonna touch a romance novel ever again..argh i cant stand myself..whenever i read those novels i will get all sappy and tinking and doing sinful things..NO GURL NO MORE!..i always felt it stupid when i see ppl telling themselves that they can handle the temptation and they put themselves rite into the midst of satan's territory..i tink to myself..HAH please la! put urself into temptation sure kena one! the wisest thing is to run away from temptation! if u know that this issue is ur weak point den dun do it la!..oh well, this is one thing that im guilty of now..romance novels..i haven touched one in like a year..den at chalet i was so bored i picked it up and read it..BIG MISTAKE..

run away from temptation! dun tink u can handle it. cos most probably, u cant.

someone told me this fact..scientists have found some really interesting facts abt the human body! its abt tears..u know when u are sad or happy u tear? so some smart scientist who i tink is probably too bored, suddenly tot of this question - wat is the difference in a sad tear and a happy tear? so this smart bored scientist decides to research on the dna or cells of those 2 tears..and he actually found that there was a difference!! in a sad tear, he found cells that are found in cancer cells! which means that sad tears are harmful for the body..that is why when u hold back sad tears ur eyes feel tired and pain..so its better to let out all the sad tears instead of trying to hold it back..kudos to the bored smart scientist..

it means i can cry more :D

thanks someone..a different kind of comfort, but it worked really well.

HAHA im kidding..how can jinqi be sad? i rmb another someone once told me..jinqi where got sad one? hmmm im not so sure abt that one..good frens, would u like to clarify for me? lol

i realise that im crapping now..oh well..maybe im in a crapping mood..i love this space..ITS MINE!!..lol..ok i shld go off now..