liberation
i feel super libreated today cos i finally cut off my long nails..hahah i find that i can type so much faster and with fewer mistakes now..cos when u haf long nails, u tend to either miss pressing some keys or u press two keys at one time..so now when the nails are gone, the finger is positioned nicely on only one key..can type faster..hahaha!!
which made mi tink..there are 2 sides to this point..maybe so tired christian who has served long in the church and made the mistake of not renewing him/herself and hence, decides to leave god might feel like me..liberated from the so-called clutches of god and now being able to do anything and everything he/she wans..the world seems like a different place when ur perspective changes..when u look at the world thru the eyes of god, u feel damn burdened for everyone ard you..faces, images of ppl who have not known god keeps poping up and u feel sad for them..but when u look thru ur own perspective, esp when one is still in the 20s, the world is a place full of fun and opportunities..and liberation from god allows u to enjoy urself, and live for urself..
yet on the other hand, liberation from god brings u into the clucthes of sin..and now, when u sin, theres no one there to forgive u time and again..no one there to tell u that everything is alright, ive died and now u are redeemed..when u are in the clutches of sin..there is no redemption..there is no heaven..there is only hell..80 yrs of heaven on earth, an eternity of hell..when u are not in god, there is no saving grace..u fall, and there is no one to pick u up..
slowly the burdens come, the loneliness, the sorrow, the emptiness, the searching within oneself for the meaning of life..year after year, they build up upon one another..and one becomes a grain of sand, fitting in perfectly in the beach of life..u cant see the end, u cant find urself..u are lost..but dun worry, there is another option! liberation from sin..make the choice and u are right back to being the beautiful shell on the beach..
liberation from sin..brings u right back to the clutches of god..and u find that being in the clucthes of god aint so bad after all..in fact, its too good and u dun realy tink its all real..heaven and hell..am i really going heaven? man i dunno..i ll believe that ive become that beautiful shell..haha..
sometimes, i wonder, if things didnt change, would i haf been happier?
which made mi tink..there are 2 sides to this point..maybe so tired christian who has served long in the church and made the mistake of not renewing him/herself and hence, decides to leave god might feel like me..liberated from the so-called clutches of god and now being able to do anything and everything he/she wans..the world seems like a different place when ur perspective changes..when u look at the world thru the eyes of god, u feel damn burdened for everyone ard you..faces, images of ppl who have not known god keeps poping up and u feel sad for them..but when u look thru ur own perspective, esp when one is still in the 20s, the world is a place full of fun and opportunities..and liberation from god allows u to enjoy urself, and live for urself..
yet on the other hand, liberation from god brings u into the clucthes of sin..and now, when u sin, theres no one there to forgive u time and again..no one there to tell u that everything is alright, ive died and now u are redeemed..when u are in the clutches of sin..there is no redemption..there is no heaven..there is only hell..80 yrs of heaven on earth, an eternity of hell..when u are not in god, there is no saving grace..u fall, and there is no one to pick u up..
slowly the burdens come, the loneliness, the sorrow, the emptiness, the searching within oneself for the meaning of life..year after year, they build up upon one another..and one becomes a grain of sand, fitting in perfectly in the beach of life..u cant see the end, u cant find urself..u are lost..but dun worry, there is another option! liberation from sin..make the choice and u are right back to being the beautiful shell on the beach..
liberation from sin..brings u right back to the clutches of god..and u find that being in the clucthes of god aint so bad after all..in fact, its too good and u dun realy tink its all real..heaven and hell..am i really going heaven? man i dunno..i ll believe that ive become that beautiful shell..haha..
sometimes, i wonder, if things didnt change, would i haf been happier?
posted by prissy @ 10:29 AM
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