reminiscing

its really cool to walk by oneself in the night..when there are few cars and all is really orangy due to the street lights shining overhead..when its cooling and the breeze brushes against one's face..its den when my mind starts to whirl and spin and walks down that memory lane, digging up various memory jars sealed air-tight and caked with dust..and it opens them one by one, evoking some really nostalgic feelings and bringing a sad smile to my face..

haha a lot of dreams and stupid promises we made to one another..saying we would build a house with a swimming pool that goes all ard and under the house..that there would be a bridge, im in charge of cooking she's in charge of cleaning the dishes and she's in charge of the accounts..that we would form a band, we give each other 4 months to master our instruments..most of our 'band' members arent really ard anymore haha, left mi..our useless squabbles over nothing and making up the very nxt day..school days which were like our best days on earth..

many stupid things that we did..mi telling you to be more careful nxt time when u spend all ur money and had to borrow some from me..toking on the fone, saying that i really know u and u really know me..saying how we are frens that i dun haf to say anything and u know wat i mean..rmb that time at east coast when i juz gave a sigh and u smile cos u said that that was something only true frens could haf understood? when i went to ur house..i only knew another one of my mom's fren that closely..and now, theres no more..

u know, life's like a road..theres this never ending road in front of us and we walk, somehow along the way some other ppl's roads get intertwined with urs or they merge and u walk together..maybe juz for a few day, a few years probably..den the roads slowly distangle, they split..and each walks on their own roads again..haha..

i heard this sentence in kim sam soon - memories are juz memories. memories dun have any power

yeah i guess so..if they did, den they wouldnt haf left me..

so ive decided, that i ll put more effort into the dmw :)