a new school

my maid has come back from indonesia!!..celebrate with mi ppl!!..no more housework and no more going straight back home after work to take care of my sis..tt means time for shepherding and cg again!!..boy i miss shepherding and spending time with all mi sheep(s)!!..thank god!!..hahaha..oh well..i cant say tt it was tt bad staying at home after all..in fact i finally managed to get some exercise..you know doing housework is really back-breaking work..i seriously tink ppl can develop muscles by vacuuming and mopping the house every single day for at least a yr..you dun need to pay money to go to a gym..juz do housework!!..fitness guranteed!!..oh geesh..im side-tracking again..

anyways..since you guys see mi blogging here means only one thing..im not in JB!!..yes im sad thanks for asking..my parents wouldnt allow mi to go for camp so im stuck here..sighs..guanie and penguin managed to go in the end but i didnt..i tink my parents still need a little more time ba..gosh the things im missing!!..i really haf to pester shuyi this time to ask her wat happened and to transfer all tt she learnt there to mi..and i didnt go service today too cos i was registering for mu uni stuff but more of tt later..not going to svs feels weird you know..like ur week aint complete..theres sumthing missing..but nobody fr my cg went there..like how sad is tt?!..gosh..

looking forward to youth camp this coming week..im really gonna like seriously refresh myself there and to learn more bout god..i learnt sumthing..one day without doing qt or toking to god or like praying haf a big impact on ur spiritual life..honest!!..i mean like..lets say i didnt do qt today..and i say..i ll do it tml..and den tml i say i ll do it tml etc you know wat i mean..and before you know it..whoosh one week goes by without you doing qt..by the end of the week, you are more vulnerable to mr satan attacking you..you are still conscious of god and deep inside you know you arent supposed to do this but you are weaker in self-control and you end up doing it and den in the end..you feel so guilty tt you do it!!..you know wat i mean?..if you dun den nvm..so i've decided(once again)..to seriously sit down and do qt every single day!!..call mi to check up on mi k!!..

okok..here comes the newer news(if theres such a word)..im going to MDIS to study mass com!!!!!..YEAH!!..im so happy!!..i really wana thank god..thank you jesus!!..my class starts on the 20th of june..how fast is tt?..its like in 2 weeks!!..oh my god oh my god..im excited and scared and anxious all at the same time!!..okok calm down gurl..the thing is..if i didnt register today..today!!..i wun be able to get into the class..so tt means tt if i had gone jb camp..i cant sign up!!..and i ll still be slacking!!..and before i made this decision to go MDIS..i had to do one impt thing..i had to ask god for his counsel and advice..cos the course is gonna take 2 yrs, which means i ll be getting my advanced dipolma and bachelor of arts in mass com in 2 yrs..and its gonna cost mi 24 000 bucks..whew tts a whole lot of money..so i toked to god..i asked him to tell mi which way to go..i asked him whether this was the right path..the right choice where i can do his work..and my dear beloved god told mi this..wherever you go, if you continue to walk with mi and obey mi and do my work..i ll surely bless you and give you success in everything tt you do..god i love you!!..i seriously cross my heart and tell you tt i love you..hahah..

im gonna start studying!!..on my goodness!!..i dunno whether im prepared!!!..and im gonna take mass com..tts my choice of course!..i made a promise to god and myself..i m sure gonna study real hard and do well..cos he had given mi a way out..other frens i know still haf to work before they study cos they need to earn the money to pay for the fees..but im fortunate to haf the money..im fortunate because god blessed mi and put mi in this family..im not gonna disappoint him or my parents or myself anymore..i've been given a chance..and i ll study hard..hahah..goodness..im so excited!!..wat if i cant make frens?!?..gosh i muz really go pray to god bout this..and the good thing is this..at the end of my course..for 3 weeks..i haf to go to oklahoma in usa to finish my course..wow!!..wat a chance!!..hahha..