now wat?

god sumtimes i wish i werent so lazy..den i can accomplish more things..den i can start to really plan out my life..den i wouldnt slack my life away!!..den maybe i could be leading a much more fruitful life den now..

im like such a failure..praying w/o faith has no use..but im juz too lazy!!..hmmmm..maybe i wasnt cut out for such stuff..nah..tts juz tt stupid guy putting weird tots in my head again..doesnt he ever take a break?..gosh..

come on god..i need ur help!!..pls pls pls do sumthing to help mi change my slacker's lifrstyle yeah!!..i cant stand myself anymore..sighs..