waiting

i have been waiting for you for days!!..i cant wait to hear from you again..this is stupid!!..why do i keep tinking of you?!..theres no point in this!!..am i too immature?..am i too childish?..wats wrong wid mi?..i cant haf you..but i cant stop my stupid brain from wandering to the times we had..to the things we said..to the times when we feel so amazed tt we haf such a relationship between us..oh my god!!..you are constantly in my mind..its driving mi crazee!!

i cant stop reminising the things you loved to say..the phrases that you always used..to the times when u laughed at mi..and times when you laughed with mi..u came into my life..and you left too soon..you lifted mi up..but i feel miserable now..i really really miss you..when can we see each other again?..when can we tok face to face once more?..5 yrs?..10 yrs?..nvr?..y did god put you into my life and took you away so fast?..i miss you..

i miss the days we toked when we were bored..i miss the times when i didnt know wat they were saying..i miss the times when they brag abt their achievements..i miss the times when they flirted ard..i miss the days when they would find all sorts of chances to slack..i miss the lunches and dinners..i miss their jokes and smiles..i miss how they commented on mi, the way i dress and how i looked..i miss them!!..

this is stupid..i shld put them all behind mi..oh well..back to reality..

thank you lord for wat you said to mi today..and for the wonderful ppl tt u haf put in my life..i wun give up..not yet anyway..go back to hell satan..