8th dec 2005

today was a GREAT day!.i learnt and realised loads of things..lemme start off from the morning..i met geral to go to nexus together but den..we were late!..as usual..okok..i admit tt this time it was partially my fault ok..hahah..we arrived at like 215 and tot tt we missed praise..so we rushed like mad to cuppage la..and i wore my stupid clogs and it ate into my feet..tearing up my skin!!..its so pain now la..yeah..

anyway..we met sam and eugene at the lift..and again..eugene cant rmb my name!!..how many times haf i told u my name?!..and u r still calling mi katrine!..oh gosh..i shall not tok to u till u finally call mi by my right name..

service today was a..touching?..and life-changing one..it was about healing today..all kinds of healing..physical, emotional and spritual..at the end of the sermon..i felt god speaking to mi in two aspects..
1) abt my sick grandma..she's so sick and all the doctors like give up le..i felt god prompting mi to pray for her for a very very long time..but i guess im scared..im scared to even speak to god abt her..i dunno y..im not close to her at all..but i felt my eyes welling up wid tears..and the prompting was so so so terribly great..im amazed!!..and
2)my own spiritual life..i guess this really struck mi..cos now tt im not schooling anymore..i stay at home and slack the whole day..i do nothing except like playing xbox and..well..slacking basically..i dun even realise tt im straying away from god..hahah..i wana go repent..and tok to god again..i wana start this new journey wid him..and i wana c his plans for mi..

at the end of the sermon..jasmine called all the the leaders down and asked those who wants a personal prayer to go down too..i was still in a state of shock as to y i was feeling so strongly bout my grandma and was contemplating whether to go down..but xiang came and find mi before i had a chance to decide..im really glad tt she told mi bout her stuff and asked to pray for her..although i dun haf this thing myself..but i understand..cos my best fren is going thru the same thing..shant say too much here..

well anyway..after i prayed for xiangyu..i opened myeyes and looked down to daniel..and guess who i saw?..miz janey wah wah!!..all alone!!..and daniel was praying for her!..another bout of shock-ness came to mi..hahah..jane!!..all alone!?..asking for daniel's help?..wow..breakthrough man..hahah..during lunch..daniel broke to mi the news..tt jane got holy spirit baptised!!..i was so totally shocked!!..and elated!!..hahaha..i cant use words to describe how i feel..its so totally wierd kind of joy..u know wat i mean?..im so happy for her!..hhahha..now gurl..pls constantly pray about this ok..dun lose this special gift tt god has given to you..its His promise to you so claim it!!..its ur right!..use this gift and do wonders with it!!..im so sorry tt i didnt go down wid you!!..really really sorry!!..but im happy for you!!..ahah..you haf grown sooo much!..hehhe..

at CLM today..i learnt another thing..to set goals for myself and my group..im not the setting goals kind of person..i guess im juz lazy..well anyway..tamar's teaching was super!!..i tink im refreshed!!..ahhaha..the willingness and desire to serve god has came back..hahah..again..god spoke to mi..i haf learnt how to be an excellence person..i wan to do everything to my best!!..although it may turn out really crappy..but if its my best, god ll bless!..hahah..i shall go set goals later..

went home wid cathy today..haha..long time nvr did this le..and she told mi some things tt i nvr tot of before..and i tink tt i can really apply it into my life..hahah..as we were toking..she asked mi things tt reminded mi of my position in church..y am i where i am..and y did god chose mi?..i guess this questions really bring mi back to god's awesomeness..hahha..phi 4:13..i can do everything thru him who gives mi strength..amen!!..haahhaha..

as you can see..it was a fantastic day today!!..hahah..evil xbox!..u no longer haf a hold on mi..hahah..im juz crapping..guess im too tired..