how bored can i get?

im bored!!..bored bored bored bored bored!!..theres nothing to do!!..if someone had told mi a few weeks back tt i'll be bored..i'll haved laughed rite in his face..but now..im bored!!..i dun haf anything to look forward to!!..i haf no school..i haf no job..i juz stay at home and slack!!..well..apart from all the shepherdings and caregroups of course..but problem is..if i dun get a job..i cant go out often!!..cos 1) i haf no money and 2) my mom is killing mi for not getting a job and going out so often!!..but wat am i supposed to do my dear mother?..i cant get a flexible job..and if u know how many jobs i haf turned down..i tink u'll be breathing fire down my neck..oh my dear sweet cute god..can u pls tell mi wat to do?!..pretty pretty pls!..can u provide a job for mi?

ok since im so totally free..i haf decided to check up on the word boredom..hmmm..according to the collins dictionary..the defination of bored is: to tire or make weary by being dull, repetitious, or uninteresting..tts exactly wat im feeling now!!..hmmm..how do one measure boredom?..by pounds?..by kilos?..by ounces?..by metres?..well lemme tink..bored is.........juz plain fricking bored!!..who cares how it is measured!!..ok..another question..can one actually die from boredom?..hmmm..can a person juz lie in bed the whole day being bored and come night..becomes stone because of not moving?..can one juz breathe one's final breath because one isnt doing anything?..can boredom actually kill?..i dunno!!..i shall ask god nxt time in heaven..last question..can one be so bored till one do not feel like doing anything, indirectly feeding one's boredom?..ah-hah..i know this answer..YES!!..u can be soooo bored till u dun feel like doing anything!!..u juz feel like sitting ard doing nothing but complaining..hmmm..seems like wat im doing now..

i tink i need to get a life..get a job?..maybe..hmm..or is god trying to tell mi sumthing more?..wat is it?..i guess i'll haf to go pray bout it later..

since we r toking bout questions..i haf a few more to ask..y do ppl buy clothes when they know tt they can nvr wear it to church?..y do they buy mini-skirts or skimpy clothes or clothes with all-the-farni wordings..knowing fully well they cannot wear it to church?..is church different from the other communities?..isnt church supposed to be like ur home?..y r u different when u r in church and when u r not?..is this called having 2 personalities?..or is it juz our own carnial nature to wear such clothes..y do we wear these clothes anyway?..obviously its to attract attention..i read somewhere tt some clothes gurls wear can stimulate things in guys..so ppl dun wear them to church..cos its deemed inappropraite..but wats the difference when u wear it outside?..so u can stimulate guys outside church w/o being rebuked?..same thing..y do we act differently in church and out?..y do we curse and swear outside chuch but become an angel when we r in church?..wat r ppl trying to show?..y do we do things outside church tt we know r wrong/inappropraite?..human beings r wierd creatures dun u tink?..do u honestly tink tt if u haf a bf/gf outside church no one ll know?..or tt if u sin outside church no one ll know?..is god only in church but not out of church?..where does god live?..in church?..or in ur heart?..hmmm..

*did u tink of mi today?*