DAMN IT

I just want to scream out so loudly how unfair all of this is.

How unfair the whole damn world is. Because you've never given me a chance to be myself. Because there was a previous mould set by a previous someone, and no one gets it that I will never fit into that mould, no matter how hard I try.

And I've always have had to walk in his shadow. I'm so sick and tired of it.

Cos all this crappy nonsense made me doubt myself and my capabilities. It made me lose sight of my strengths, and made me focus on my weaknesses.

So screw it!

I will never be like him. Why doesn't anyone get it?

Never good enough? Lies.

I am my best. So screw it.