chopping tress

before i cross rivers, hunt creeps, smash towers and destroy the frozen throne, i tot that i shld come here to blog some of my insights for this week first (well partly cos my only host is in the loo dunno doing wat)..

im tinking of changing my cpu really really really soon..even the lousiest pok com has been retrenched and replaced with the best com out of all of us now..and the old one's sitting at home dunno doing wat, gathering dust perhaps..ahhh 870 bucks..i need u man!! cant wait to change my com too..

been reading my new cg mates blog and i tink mine's the crappiest out of them all..but oh well, once again i shall say it..this is my blog and i can write anything i wan and u all dun haf any say at all..HURHUR!..oh gosh, that sounded so yk..

im really free these few days..haf some work to do but im procrastinating..ahhh how i long for a life with endless money and nothing to do, juz slacking ard the whole day doing things like playing mahjong, bridge, spades, dota, halo, FF 7 and 8, kingdom hearts and the like..but NO, the world is not my lala land, unlike my blog..and there are much better things to do den playing games - like saving the world from going to hell by spreading god's love..well, i wanted to post some pics online..but i tink the time's too short for mi to do that now..so i shall do it later..

i was tinking of this analogy yest..everything and everyone has a purpose in life..its created juz for that special purpose..meaning that no other thing can take its place..like a table has a purpose for placing things on it..u can place things on other furniture such as a chair, but the table's the better choice, its juz there to place things on it..juz like ppl, we are all created juz for that special purpose..other ppl may be able to do wat we are suppsoed to do, but they might not do it very well cos they juz arent created for that..but wat if, we envied others, and juz die die wan to do things that we arent created for?

like imagine a kettle..its purpose is to contain water to be boiled for human consumption rite..it does that the best! but wat if one day the kettle decides that it doesnt want to be that..maybe it envies the paperweight and juz wants to be used as a paperweight to keep papers from flying off..it tinks that that's the best job for it and it wans to do that..when we look at a kettle being used for a paperweight, we would tink..oh gosh, wats that kettle doing there!? looks so funny!! its purpose isnt to be used as a paperweight!! its supposed to contain water to be boiled!!

and den wat abt us, are we where god wans us to be..like sometimes we might look at another person doing something different from us and try all means to get there and we tink..AH this is the best place for me and im so so sure that this is the purpose god created me for..but maybe we arent supposed to be there, and god is looking at us and tinking, hey this person looks funny doing that thing..he shld be doing some other thing!! that's his purpose!!

enlightened by mr GOD once again :D tho sometimes i still wan to do some other job, and i will whine to him sometimes, but i know im wired to do something different..and i know he has some big plans for me..he's pleased with me, and he wans mi to do something really cool for him..i know it, cos he told me!! yeah lord, i ll do anything u ask, tho sometimes i will grumble for a few days, but give mi time..i ll grow!