memories

i was on the way back one day when i passed by my sec sch campus along jurong road..looked out for the school's name but it wasnt there anymore and i was tinking wat happened when i rmb that lily told mi the school moved to somewhere else..just for a moment, i got quite sad..

i rmb commonwealth so vividly like it was juz yesterday man..the stupid things we did esp in 4/5..i miss our classroom so much and the holes in the ceiling where we always hid our hps and mp3s whenever there was a spot check..den i started tinking of how rash and impulsive and quite corny i was when i was in lower sec..in 1B and 2/2 and how someone fell off the hill and broke his head..lol..

gosh i really miss those days man..at that time it seemed as tho the world was a big fun happy place and time flew by like how an eagle swops down to capture his prey..wat an analogy btw lol, quite dumb..loved 3/5 and 4/5 especially for all the horrible things we did to our juniors and giving our teachers hell and making a name for ourselves in the school..how the national anthem will be played every morning but we would all be sitting down and copying homework drom the only smart guy in class..rmb band days which were like on tues, wed, thurs and sats and the practices we had and how we sweated it out in the stuffy hot underground shelter before the air con came..rmb how we complained like mad abt seniors and our conductor who didnt like girls very much..

the fields, home econs room, 4/5 classrom, band room, music room, lit room, the horrible track, earthworms that crawled into the 1B classroom everytime it rained, the staircases etc etc..rmb how someone got beaten up cos he sprayed water at the ah beng, how geof wong amused us with his singing in Amaths class, how tan sai hong almost puked blood with our mischief, how mr sim used to forget to zip his pants and so many more things! i really really miss those days man..i tink i can still rmb the class register, who sit where and the register numbers for the whole class after staring at the register for 1 whole year while i was the monitress..

u dun miss something, until its gone.

i tink, i would really miss MDIS too when i graduate..it was so vivid when i was wearing that blue uniform and rushing off to school with my incomplete chemistry homework but now im sitting in front of the com juz abt to start on my mass com homework..16 den, 21 now..man, its been 5 yrs..that is a LONG time..how i wish, time stopped when i was in 4/5..i miss my class :)

i realise, im gonna graduate really soon..i used to tink, aiya 4 more months..den i tot of css..at that time, i tot aiya still haf 1 yr..haha, it slipped right past my fingers like how sand slips past one's fingers..i wonder, wat would i be doing after i graduate..will i go back to studying after 2 yrs like wat wj and i discussed? wat kind of job would i be doing? where would i be - youth, adults? so many decisions, so many factors..i wonder, where does god wan mi to go?