amusing

i find it amusing how a person's imagination can enable him/her to tink of situations that would prob nvr occur in life at all..or tink of horrible scenarios like the sky is gonna drop or watever nonsense..i find it amusing that i haf such a mind..

u know, maybe i shld adopt the heck-care attitude..cos when u see thru such lenses..u wouldnt really care or be affected at watever life throws at you..plus, it would make things a whole lot easier and more enjoyable..sometimes, i tink i tink so much that god is silently laughing upthere..he muz be shaking his head and tinking "gosh gurl, for the hundred and fifth time, stop tinking and start trusting. how many times haf i shown u that im there to gather any mess and help u thru anything in the world." yeah, god, how many times? i cant rmb cos there is SO MANY..seriously, take my brain away from mi and let mi be like spongebob, without a care in the world..that would be juz oh-so-nice..

i really hope things turn out enjoyable..rmb wat u told urself ytd! u find it exciting, not dreading! excited excited! u know sometimes, life is abt psycho-ing urself..in nicer terms, to haf positive tinking..lol..dun underestimate the power of the mind..oh yes i rmb this now, someone once said to mi, scared still muz do rite..gosh, wat an irony..

being a spontaneous person has its perks and downfalls..it juz depends on the occasion..gosh rest oh mind..its not good if u keep tinking cos u are making mi feel so sleepy..now i know how escapism comes abt..cos when the mind starts tinking, ur body starts feeling weak..maybe cos more energy haf to be channelled to fuel those made-up scenarios in one's mind..LOL i juz realised how stupid i am..channelling energy to unforeseeable things..wat a waste..alright alright..time to move on..

mistakes done mistakes made..i hate mistakes..cant live with them, cant live without them..argh sucks..

life sucks at this point in time..but it will get better soon, prob in a couple of hrs..the day is young..welcome world..