faithful readers?

heemi juz told mi that i haf a lot of faithful readers to my blog..which is surprising..so..i shall post something since ive been neglecting my blog for the past few days..

watched ice age 2 today with my sis..its damn funny..i love animation shows..but the first show is still better of course..more heart-warming den the 2nd one..go watch it!!

yes lemme blog abt today..when i had to wake up at 545 to go esplanade to work..madness upon madness..but luckily all i had to do was to be a station master with lulu..and my job was worse than his..standing at the bottom of the escalator guarding kids from not running out seems like a good way to earn money..and it is!!..if u arent those kind who muz walk ard and do things one..juz stay there and earn money..and thankfully for mi, im those kind of person..all who knows mi knows how much i love to slack..i can sit down at a place from morning till night with great company and waste the day away..tts my ideal life..but as children of god..too bad this aint possible..haha..but im not complaining tho..if i cant haf a complete slacker's life, den i'd rather haf the other extreme..a life lined with adventures and fun..i dun wan anything in between..den i wouldnt be living my life at all..i ll juz be cruising..

now some might ask mi..wats the diff btw cruising and slacking?..of course theres a diff!!..ok lets tok abt slacking first..this is my other ideal life..when u slack, u still haf a purpose..that is to enjoy life to the fullest by doing absolutely nothing..which i like..as i said before..i tink god blessed mi with a good brain, but..sadly..i dun like to use it..brain work is not for mi..but yet i know tt if i put my mind to doing something, i can get great things done..when i slack, i go to a place, sit down and juz relax and tok..this means that u are still building close relationships..cos in order to do so, u need to spend loads of time with the other parties..and slacking gives u all the time in the world to do so..

but on the other hand..when u are cruising..u haf absolutely no purpose in life at all!..u cant decide whether u wan to be hot or cold..so one min u might decide to be cold and start to slack a bit..the nxt min u might tink otherwise and be hot and try to work out some energy..u aint having any purpose..u dun even know which direction u are heading to..theres no lighthouse in ur life..u wun even know if u are heading for the rocks or the open sea..u are life a driftwood that follows the current..no life, no purpose, no future, nothing, nada..

nah i dun wana cruise..either i slack or i work hard..at the very least, my life still has a purpose..but god says we musnt slack..or we would be lazy and wicked servents of his..so for now, i ll be working hard..and i know my brothers and sisters are working hard too..they are the ones whom encourage mi to still continue in this marathon..bec i know that im not the only one having a purpose in life and living life to the fullest..and it doesnt matter if i meet setbacks or i fall..bec only after i experience setbacks do i understand success..success is so much sweeter if u haf failed before..if u are successful in everything, den life wouldnt be interesting for u anymore would it?..and u wouldnt work ur guts out anymore since everything is a-ok for u..so if u see mi slacking one day, u would know that im no more in church..haha..

but, tt would nvr happen..bcos those who haf experienced god's goodness and faithfulness and decides to ignore god still..are juz plain stupid..

im glad im in hope..tho some may say we are too hiong or we dun relax or we are legalistic or watever..stop complaining man..it gets irritating after a while..if u are close to god, u ll understand the visions of hope..read the word, im sure u can see that my church, is one tt follows so closely to the bible..hope is the place that helped mi to understand that god is real..and tt alone for mi, is enuf..