the power of satan

i can literally feel a test from god coming..i can see the signs and symptoms..i can feel god somehow withdrawing little by little from mi..he's releasing my hand once again and teaching mi how to live a much more fulfilling life..like a dad teaching his 3 yr old child how to swim..the dad would release the child's hand and watch him struggle..but he is nvr far away, prepared to hold onto the child again if necessary..i was juz telling dan the other day tt i hope god let mi walk with him so close to mi for a little while longer before he tests mi..but now, 2 days later..god has decided that im ready for another trial..hahah..ok shall look at this in a positive light..god favours mi..heh..

an incident happened recently that made mi realise how much ive grown in god..hmmm how do i put it..ok like imagine u receive some super bad news where u know that u cant change anything cos u cant do anything..and all u can do is to somehow juz pray and hope things ll turn out better..and always cos u know tt if u do something the situation might turn out worse instead?..yeah something like tt..i expected myself to be really really sad and worried..wondering wat shld i do..whether shld i do something a not..and trying to control myself from asking how and why and hows it going..finding as much abt the situation as possible..but wat really surprised mi..is how i felt after i heard such a news..of course i felt sad and worried..yet, somehow i knew that god is in control..and i juz felt..peace, and weirdly joy..like god telling mi that somehow or rather..he has filled up all the holes in my heart..tt even if the worse things happen..with him, it will still be alright..He is the most impt person in my life..and the whole world can disappear, can oppose mi or condemn mi..but with my god, i ll still be happy..becos ive got the creator of heaven by my side..everything ll be a-ok..

some things may be out of ur control, but all things are within my control.

this was wat god told mi last yr..and everything within mi calmed down juz because of this sentence..my god is the most wonderful god..would u come to know him?..