it didnt pass us by

the end of the passion mth, the start of a new life..we didnt hit the goal of 750 cos god wanted us to wait somemore..central didnt hit 216 cos god said wait..WAIT..a test of patience and a test of faith..if things were tt easy, den it wouldnt be god's work at all rite..i cant say i wasnt disappointed, i cant say i wasnt demoralised, i cant say i wasnt angry and i cant say i didnt shed any tears..but wat i got back from the meeting, was a fervent, desperate and defiant spirit that ll changed the whole of my spiritual walk with my big, funny and powerful old god..

but one thing that i learnt from this mth, is to be able to differentiate those who are with mi and those who are not..time waits for no man..god's kingdom waits for no man too..im gonna be riding on this wave..ive waited a mth to get ppl to come on board..i know my wineskin..if u wan to continue slacking..no problem, juz dun get in my way and everything ll be exactly the same for u..

if u see something tt u value, u ll work ur butts off for it..my job here as a CL/UL..is to make u see the value of it..if u do, welcome aboard..if u dun, i ll try my best to help u see..but take this in mind my sheep(s), disciples and people..i dun haf time to wait for all of you..if i dedicate my time to making each of you see the value, and making sure that u do see it..den im missing out on the essence of god..which is the adredline rush, excitement and fear of spreading god's love..and no, i ll not miss that for any human being on earth..a hard truth, but get tt in mind..

im all out for god!!..all all all out for god..street evax, intensive sow..doing a TAMAR (hopefully)..i will do it..enuf of telling u y numbers dun matter..go back to the crux of the issue!!..y dun numbers matter?!..who cares?!..care abt how god loves people!!..becos god loves ppl, and hence so do i..i dun care abt numbers..who gives a damn?..if u focus too much on this issue..den u are looking at the wrong thing man..lemme slap u outta it..i haf no more time to explain..

shoutouts time..

xiang
yes im angry!..and u are angry..we are all angry at satan..no more stagnancy, no more waiting..juz all out for god..i can see how much u are doing, ur efforts in this..how ur life has changed..how u affect ur sheep..and continue doing so..becos if god is for us, WHO can be against us?!..wats there to be afraid of?..nothing, becos we haf big o mighty god..

daixuan
thanks for being so open to mi..god ll honour those who honour him, haf him constantly in their hearts and those who work hard for him..you do all of that..and god never ever shortchanges anyone..he juz like to do this, make people wait..which i admit, yes its quite irritating..but irritating and waiting pushes u to desperation..and when u haf desperation, den comes the realisation that human efforts are nothing..and den the hard truth comes, haf total dependence on god..

jiemin
i tink u work in the same way as mi..and i know u haf gotten thru the discouraged and dermoralised period..and ur passion for ur grp is renewed..i love ur never say die spirit, something which i wan too..never say die..not even in the face of death..argh god!!..when ll the fruits come?..its coming its coming..rite heemi?..haha..

argh ctm starting!!..gonna be late..ok more tonight..