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Sunday, September 12, 2004

**its saturday!!!**

its saturday!!...yeah...i went to church today...my favourite place in the world...Hope of God Singapore...was finally refreshed by god after mugging for the whole week...i juz wana go to church everyday...i dunno y...i juz wana be there..to be filled with god's presence...hahah...i mean...at home also can do that la budden...church is where i get to meet all my brothers and sisters again...i tink this idea of meeting up every week is such a wonderful plan!...we can each strengthen our faith in god...

was supposed to meet up wid geral and joyce today to study...at orchard emerald at 9 am...so early leh...but i needed to study lah and since i have image at 11...so ok lor...it takes me abt an hr to go from my house to orchard...so i set my alarm to go off at 7 am...guess wat time i woke up?...815 am..heheh...so naturally...i was late...again...i reached there at 10 den joked with them for a while...did 2 maths questions den went for image le...haiz...but at least i did 2 questions!!...its better than nothing...oh well..

jac and elisha came for image today...and germ la of course...ying and shelby also came...from 11 to 12...we were juz slacking there waiting for tamar and eelee to come in...cos they were supposed to wear sumthing special so we had to do sum make-up for them...during the slacking time...i toked to joel/jewel(sorry la...dunno how to speel ur name...) about hair...poly...obesity...juz crapping lah...den nell came in and ask us to go c tamar's outfit...it was supposed to be a kimono...but it looked like a pajamas la!!...it was blue and it looked like there were clouds on it lor...den we were all like NO!!...u cant wear this on stage...so me and germ went to meriden to find a kimono for her...while elisha and jac did eelee's hair and make-up first...we went ard searching and searching but we couldnt find a kimono...so we ended up buying a cheongsam lor...but it was quite nice...its white and blue...and it costs only 32 bucks...which was quite cheap for a cheongsam la...actually was 38 bucks but we slashed it all the way down to 32...germ said tt she would take it home so she could lend tamar for now...whew!!!...tamar's outfit was saved!!...hahah...den we hurried all the way back and did tamar's hair and make-up...both eelee and tamar looked so chio after the make-over...all thanks to us...hehehe...oh boy...i really love image man...and jac promised me to bring me to her hair-dresser to cut my hair...i want sumthing totally diff...and judging by jac's style...i tink ican trust her...heheh

the service was so cool...we sang evermore...i was juz listening to it yesterday and tinking how cool it would be if we could sing it in church...and ta-da!!...we sang it this week...god is sooo cute one leh...heh...this week's sermon was on missions...den pastor jeff was saying sumthing like nxt yr they would be organising for this group of youth ppl to go to sum strategic place in US to plant a church...so cool!!...i really wanna go...and its aft my A lvls anyway...but we'll see how la...cos im still so young n dunno if my mom would kill me a not...so...up to god lor...eheh...i really tink tt its a blessing that i was born in singapore...there this feeling of safety ard me...praise to god...hmmm...i muz really start bringing ppl to come and know him le...he is so cute and good lor...everybody shld come and know him...hmmm...wondering how raphael's fren cindy is doing...i tink i'' go msg her later...den me and crystal were toking bout sook kim...i tink sook kim is on the way too...yeah!!!...we're growing!!...i really wana c a PJ caregroup...heh...and tks to everybody who contributed to the cd collection...there were so many lor...deadline is extended to nxt wk ppl...so bring more k...tks to missy jane who was so glad to take the cds home and sort them...u rock gurl!!

i wana say sumthing...i did sumthing surprising today...dunno whether it was stupid a not lah...when i was walking home...i saw this family beside me...the parents and two kids and a grandmother...den the grandmother was like hobbling along trying to keep up wid the family...and she was holding 2 plastic bags from NTUC...when they stopped at the traffic light...they grandmother gestured to the man to help her take the bags...den the man scolded her leh!!!...he said in chinese...so light only also want me to help u take...everyday only eat sleep eat sleep...useless...wat the!!...i was so pissed at the guy...the lady was old leh sir...exccccuuuusse me...den i dunno y but i followed them to c where they were going...den when they reached the lifts at their blk...the wife and 2 kids went into the lift but the man stopped the old lady from going into the lift...den he showed her the way to the staircase...and asked her to climb!!!...and she was still taking the plastic bags and hobbling...how could he do this???...how could he treat her like this...wat kind of son was he?den i couldnt stand it anymore...i wanted to walk away but sumthing prompted me to go up and say him...i said...excuse me...is that ur mother?how could u treat her like this?...den he started shouting and stuff la...saying tt this was his family business..actually quite true la...i also dunno y i interfered...but i felt so sad for the old lady lor...den thru all the shouting i managed to gather tt they live on the 14th floor and he wanted her to climb all the way up...reason..cos she has diabetes and needed to exercise her legs or else she cannot walk...wat a big fat loser!!!...jerk lor!!...i climb a few steps i also wana die le lor...he still ask an old lady to climb 14 stories lor!!...wat kind of son was he?...i said wat would u feel if ur son treated u this way?!?!...u sure haf retribution one u jerk!!!...how could he treat her this way?argh!!!...i dunno y there r such losers in this world...dunno lah...but is it stupid?..i mean..it is their family...and the most surprising thing was tt i was kinda calm throughout the whole thing...to me...i didnt raise my voice at the guy...in fact...i was like trying to tok sum sense into his thick skull...and i also dunno y i even interfered lor...its juz not sumthing i would do la...but den got this thing kept pushing me to speak up...funny hoh...also cannot say if its holy spirit prompting me leh...holy spirit would prompt such things one meh?..wat if i worsened things...haiz...but im juz glad i didnt scold any vulgarities or punched him in the face...like wat i'll do last time...the man was juz attracting all the attention to himself lor...by shouting so loud...i tink god is probably laughing his head off in heaven lor...joke of the century...den aft tt i felt so sad for the lady i cried all the way while walking home..den kept crying on the fone to maybeline...tks may!!...for listening to me...this really tell me tt there r such ppl in the world...but i shldnt judge them lah...leave the judgment to god...this is wat meisa reminded me...i dun know y this happened budden its over...juz pray tt god will show me the answer soon...

better go study le...my chem paper is on monday!!!...opps...god ah god...u really haf to help me leh...i can feel tt im juz gonna flunk the paper la...help me pls!!...




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