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its friday!!....already...how how how?...i haven study yet...i cant get anything into my mind...oh no...but luckily may and shu r coming my house later...so we can like force each other to study...heh...but most prob we'll end up doing sumthing else la...oh yeah...juz for the update...i tink tt we haf changed our end-of-yr holiday destination to redang instead...cos its cheaper and nearer...and its beaches r more beautiful too...so cant wait...

was toking to lily juz now...den we were again complaining like how A lvls suck and everything...its a huge obstacles for all of us now...there is only like 40 more days to it...so fast leh...when it ends...im so gonna juz drag all my books and worksheets outta the house and go find a place to burn them...alright man!!...and i'll burn the yrbook and the uniforms and the badges and everything associated with PJ...cos i dun ever wanna remember anything bout PJ...i mean...the only good thing was tt i found a group of good frens there...may meisa shu roy zhiwei soonhui minyee syifaa and lingfei...and of course...its there tt i came to know god as well...those r the only 2 good things bout PJ...other than tt...NOTHING!!!...

ok..i know...its a bit unfair to say tt nothing good comes out of PJ...or else y did god put me in tt school?...there muz be a reason...i tink im slowly finding out y...its to grow the PJ group and to widen his flock...look at the miracles he has done...at 1st...there were only me and eesiew...for almost a yr it was juz the 2 of us...den there was ban ban but he soon left for CJ la...when we backslided(me and kes)...there was really nobody in PJ left...den this yr...so many pionners started coming in...first there was crytal...den cathy brought in yinchong and geral...and now jenn yang is also coming...wow!!...all this happen in a timespan of only a few months...god is great amen!!...i cant believe how crystal chris and geral has grown...so much in such a short time...praise to the lord!!...hey pioneers!!...lets bring in more ppl for god k...lets expand the PJ group till we haf to find a classroom for the weekly lunch...heehee...gurls...lets work towards a PJ gurls caregroup...YCE6...how does tt sound?pretty cool huh...den we can haf cg in school...heh...but better do it fast...cos me eeesiew and chris r gonna graduate le...we leave it all into the J1 hands...but we'll always be there to help u guys...okok...maybe i wun burn my PJ uniform yet den nxt yr can sneak in to help u guys as well...heh

tml is sat!!...yeah...tml most prob i'll be meeting jane in the morning for shepherding...den i'll be going for both services...accompanying crystal to the 2nd one...oh yeah...speaking of jane...tts another miracle tt the lord had bestowed on me...missy jane...or susan boey(evil laugh)...miz priz here...hahah...its my 1st shepherding wid u...kinda scared la...later sumthing goes wrong or wat...but anyway..i'll give my best and god is always beside me yeah...heh...its funny to write wat miracle im toking about...cos i want to let u be the first to know...since it concerns u...so wait till tml...when i give u sumthing k...

i recently found out tt there r actually a lot of things that i took for granted when i juz shifted to the sat service...things like the harmony and the bonding that the very first central E shared...although it was a very big group...but there were very few problems...or i tink lah...maybe im juz blur and i dunno anything...budden...now at this period of time...i realised tt problems r starting to sprout out...shuyi shuyi...dun worry k...its only thru problems tt we actually grow and mature...there muz be a reason y god put problems like these into our lives...juz haf faith and follow his will k...i'll be right there supporting u all the way...thats wat a CLA is for rite...hehe....to assist u the whole time...juz call me anytime den we will surely find a way out...trust in the lord!!...i can do anything thru him who gives me strength...is this the verse?or maybe i rmb wrongly...anyway...u know wat i mean...

gonna go off le...may's coming anytime...oh yeah... a final reminder ppl...YCE5 is collecting unwanted cds tml to collect funds for hq...bring tml and give to missy jane k...and jiehui...no!!...we do not want pirated ones...tks anyway...we'll be noting down how many cds each group contributes too...so...bring more k!!...lets save hq...