alone

its the time of the day where my two collegues that sits within this space has left for their homes..so im relatively free to do whatever i like now..which means i can come here and blog..

after almost 3 months of working, i feel utterly slow and useless..like, come on jinqi!! u can learn more! u can do this faster..why arent u as good as the rest of ur collegues? slow slow slow..i need to be faster, faster..

i wan to be even more effective..for the first time in my life, i tot of starting my own busines..