realisation

it suddenly dawned upon me that next sat marks the end of my 4-yr stay in the youth service..well, almost 4 yrs anyway..

and it suddenly dawned upon me, that most of my memories were made here..all the joys and sorrow, the quarrels and promises made, the impulsive gestures and controlled actions from then on, the many tears followed by many more laughters, the many many many frens, the surprises and shocks, the anger and the peace..the many saturdays of adventurous living that highlights my life, it was all in central..

i wonder how i would act as nxt sat creeps nearer.

i feel like, a child who has grown up, and now, ventures out onto other lands for newer opportunities in her life..a life, that would definately be tinged with a hint of homesickness, of her frens in her hometown whom she grew up with, of her parents whom stayed behind but always supporting her wherever she goes..

yeah, i guess i would really be ridden with homesickness indeed, or in other words - central-sickeness.

as they always say, the childhood years were the best. my work here is done.