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Thursday, March 22, 2007

battle of the mind

a snipet of a battle thats has been going on in my mind..

frenship does not equal to the frequency of meeting, oh please stop lying to yourself. shuddup! frenship does not equal to the frequency of meeting! u dun believe it. i do! no u dun, things never turned out that way before. well this time it will, i hope. they will be too busy for you. no they wun, well maybe they will be busy, but never too busy. please, look at their status in the church, u tink u are the only thing in their minds? well, im supposed to be understanding! and i know that this frenship's from god and its supposed to work. yeah well u see, god might try to start something for u but if there isnt any effort, everything will eventually die u know. i ll put in effort! no u wun, cos u nvr initiate, u tink u might disturb them, and u know wat, u will. u suck seriously. im telling u the truth so that u wun hold too high hopes. i dun expect anything so juz go away! u're gonna lose them. no i wun, i ll show u. u lost all ur 'good' frens before, it will turn out exactly the same! first u will prob put in more effort, trying to tok chat catch up, but later, everything will juz die down, and finally, it will be gone. it always happens this way. yeah well, its true, but those were worldly frenships. u gave ur all in those frenships, they didnt sustain. dun worry abt mi, im sure god has a plan for mi, and im supposed to grow in security, so i dun care abt you. u hate feeling like u are gonna lose them rite? shut up.

seriously mr tan, juz go away.

well, it was jackies hangout day today..didnt wan to go for tutoiral but that STUPID lecturer forced all of us to go by threatening us with our US trip..he's a jerk seriously! hates it when he tinks he's the best thing that ever happened to us and starts crtiticizing us..there juz had to be some of these kinds of ppl in the world..ARGH gross!..went gym after class for abt an hr, and lost abt 250 calories on the step up machine..after that, the main event occurred..

we went to sakae sushi for their buffet!!!woohoo!! salmon salmon!! loves salmon!! and chawamushi, and soft shell crab handroll!! yummy yummy..had a bout of flu halfway during lunch, i woke up sick today, and somehow managed to let jackies con mi into eating abt half a teaspoon of wasabi saying that it will clear my nose!! BLUFF! it tasted like shit la please! and the wasabi stuck onto my tongue and refused to come off!! gosh never eat wasabi alone!! tastes horrigible! went for walk after that and i tot of a game i saw on tv..explained it to emu while we were walking to far east and she got damn high..so we managed to pull adel into the game and started playing..its SUPER FUNNY!! laugh till my stomach ache like mad and my tears duct were working overtime..we really shld play that on the plane and everyone haf to play!! wenjun dun back out already!! hahaha..

jackies are seriously a fun bunch of ppl..i tink the time we are gonna spend on holiday is really going to be super hilarious and exciting!!kept toking abt the trip and where we are gonna stay..tinking of it juz excites mi all over again :D:D:D

met up with dan elise jiehui daniel and harry afterwards for ice cream at ben and jerry's!! yum yum..fantastic end to a fantastic day..would happy days be there in the future? haha..

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