fellow martians

today's been a LONG day..early in the morning at 12 o clock..i accompanied xiang to cut her hair..den we went to eat lunch which wasnt very nice..tho it was cheap..after that at 3 o clock..we went to surprise daixuan at her house cos it was her bday! llamma came along too..and she wasnt really surprised cos her sis kinda leaked..oh well..

was so tired that i fell asleep at daixuan's place for abt 45 mins..and i didnt wan to wake up to go floorball..hahah wanted to go home and SLEEP..but still managed to convince myself that i needed the exercise..so lounging my forever horribly heavy bag to the mrt, i went to floorball to find out that there were quite a number of ppl there..esp sji :D:D:D..i played 2 games and after not playing floorball for abt 3 weeks..i realise i kinda suck rite now..depressing!

joanne ANG came and we had a talk in which i soon realise that i was kinda falling asleep..ang said i shld go home and rest and since there were so many ppl there anyway, i went home..but on the way i decided that i hadnt exercised enuf..hence, i went swimmng! not for long tho for abt like 20 mins and finished 10 laps..cos i found out that if i swam anymore i tink im gonna haf cramps..hahah lousy mi due to the lack of exercise..plus, i tink i sprained my leg while running ard at floorball and it got worse after my swim..opppss..

swimming at night is good..i love swimming, i enjoy the feel of pulling myself within the water and how my muscles strain to keep up the fast pace i set for myself tho they are screaming STOP ALREADY..and no one is at the pool at night..can swim really fast..u cant feel tired when u are swimming..its only after that, when u get out of the pool denu realise that u are seriously shagged..haha good for a time like this! i can fall into a DEEP sleep and wun tink of anything..

covenant - this word keeps coming into my mind..lets see wat dictionary.com defines it as..

covenant - an agreement, usually formal, between two or more persons to do or not do something specified..

i tink some ppl take this word too casually..i tink im one of them..sighs, i kinda haf a phobia for such things now..u know, sometimes ppl tell u that hey, we make a promise (covenant) between u and mi ok..if anyday one of us decides to backslide, we muz slap the other person and remind each other that we cannot forsake god..but when the day really arrives..i dun tink the person who wans to backslide would care anyway..to them, the decision is made and they juz give it all up..its a facade..everything looks really good when u are doing ok, but things juz fall on deaf ears when u arent doing well..y cant ppl take covenants seriously? im still keeping mine..am i the only fool doing so? but oh well..it keeps mi going..i cant give up, cos that means i lose..and i hate losing..

give mi a J..give mi an O..give mi a Y..wat does it say? JOY..yes, give mi joy :)