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decided to change layout cos maybe it would inspire mi to blog more..haha..babe of jesus christ, beloved me :D its a monday!! the start of a brand new week and loads of challenges ahead! lemme blog abt my yest, which was really exciting..

first i had ulm, which was once again really fun cos i got to hang out with caregroup..its quite saddening if there is a week without ulm or if anyone of the 8 of us cant make it due to some really unforeseeable reasons such as work..shows how much i enjoy my cg heh..den went for water bap and ting (the ultimate blog spy), tracy and jiamin got baptized! so now its kisha, mia and desiree, which i tink is really nice and im glad they tot abt the meaning of their names before choosing cos i didnt, and i chose the name first without knowing the meaning and i got a shock when i learnt it..priscilla means woman of honor, whoa, a hard name to live up to..but i can do it, with god's help of course..

den we had the ex-jc gathering at tamar's place and we had cg! but worship was cancelled so we played mafia THREE TIMES! and STUPID matthew yong was being irritating and im gonna get back at him VERY SOON..we had tremendous fun and shared abt wat we are doing now, in terms of school and ministry..glad to see us still there and lets pray no one gets missing the nxt time we meet..and thanks tamar for letting us use ur house..heh..1 Cor 3:10-15, i ll always rmb that..

many things going thru my mind recently. i dunno how im gonna go thru it or how im gonna like hang onto till im a-ok..but oh well, i only haf one way to go and that is to strive on..sometimes i tink, wat if there were no one there to support mi? den i get sad and depressed but now, i haf tot of an answer..den i go on myself lor..LOL..i cant believe i didnt tot of that till recently..its quite true that im on a wonderfully amazing journey and trying to bring ppl onto it cos i feel superbly selfish for hording god, but if ppl dun wan..den i done my best i say..

i tink im growing a lot..seriously a lot a lot..wat eelee says is true, even if nothing happens, u can say that u haf grown a lot..and that is enuf..yeah, sometimes ppl can too engrossed in the ministry..i was almost sucked into that horrible lie that satan set up too..being a christian doesnt mean juz doing things, but it means a relationship with jesus..im never alone :) lalala i know wat i gotta change.