wat a world

i tink ive been too pampered by god..the world that i live in seems so dreamworld..i do haf my problems..but somehow those probs always work out by themselves and i seriously tink that is due to god..today i was browsing thru blogs, and i realised wat an ugly world i live in..

something that i dun understand..is the life of young gurls in singapore society..is a trend nowadays to hurt oneself?..it certainly has never been a trend in any of my life stages..the first time i heard that there were actually ppl doing it i was shocked..i rmb my mom came to mi one day and she said, gurl watever happens u dun go and follow other ppl and cut urself ok..i responded, cut myself?..mad ah who would do such a thing?!..my mom enlightened mi to the fact that there actually were gurls doing this..

but now, it seems like such a common thing..like, oh she cuts herself..or yeah i do it too..i rmb frens coming up to tell mi that they took out their penknife in the toilet as the pain was too unbearable..these frens, i scolded really hard..i did a survey once, asking gurls y they do it..they gave mi one answer, becos the pain inside was so hurtful that they wanted their physical self to feel hurt..that to mi, makes zero sense..so anyways, i went on asking them what in the world could possible cause so much hurt?..again i got one same answer..guys..always abt guys..either guys rejecting them, or guys whom they like so much but liking other gurls, guys that they cannot haf, guys guys guys..its disgusting!..y shld any other human being on earth determine whether u can mutilate ur own body?..

the root cause of it?..the four letter word - love..everyone longs for love..god created love, and he meant for it to be good..but satan, took that, twisted it and prompted love that hurt..damn satan..love never meant to hurt, never..it is meant to build up, not destroy..to protect, not to inflict..to nurse, not to tortue..to exalt, not condemn..and it never never never meant to scar..

i read of gurls cutting themselves, and i really cry for them..some of them i know, some of them i dun..but the underlaying thing is that they do not know of the perfect love!..love that ll never scar and never hurt..love that is reciprocal, maybe even initiated..try this love!..

and to add something..the guy prob doesnt even care anyway!..and even if he does know, he ll juz be frightened of you..and he ll drift even further away..he ll be scared!..so dun hurt urself for heaven's sake!!..